Nah Man I'm going for my old schedule that worked. Adderall, neurontin, colonopin. It was the anti-depressants that threw the wrench in the engine. I know it sounds like a Charlie parker buRRoughs Phillip K dick recipe. But for sake of sake I WAS AS HAPPY and productive as CAN BE!!! I LoVe u Mike. From Soul to Soul i will always be in allegiance to your wisdom. I hiked in the dark of Woods last night. An Hour Hike. I too will walk. i am not in the state to live without the meds but i agree totally with your statements
777
-----Original Message-----
From: Michael Freeman <oncebefore@gmail.com>
Date: Thu, 30 May 2013 18:28:23
To: <jazzresin@gmail.com>
Subject: Re: Check one two
If your doc wants you to try a bipolar type med, see if you can start with really small doses.
On May 30, 2013, at 2:31 PM, jazzresin@gmail.com wrote:
> WORD!!!! Say it how it really is bruh!
> 777
>
> -----Original Message-----
> From: Michael Freeman <oncebefore@gmail.com>
> Date: Thu, 30 May 2013 13:42:07
> To: <jazzresin@gmail.com>
> Subject: Re: Check one two
>
> Well, I can only speak for myself right now. I am done with all psych meds. They are all shitty. I have realized that for me, there is no magic pill and there is no quick fix. If you haven't found a med that works yet, there might not be one. And all most none of them work long term. The modern understanding of psychology and psych meds is still in the dark ages; nobody is connecting the dots yet with the physical body and the genes/epigenome. Psychiatrists are the overpaid blackjack dealers at the Pharmaceutical Casino and they just experiment blindly with people based on crappy Pharmaceutical Company driven research that only achieves significance with unethically bloated sample sizes and absolutely no long-term therapeutic effects or clinical significance whatsoever. As far as doctors go, few of them know shit. They just think they do. I need to emphasize to you that I recommend an aggressive exercise regimen for you. Start by taking long easy walks, like 2 hours minimum. Then focus on increasing the intensity. And try to completely eliminate sugar and simple carbs, especially soda, juices, and flour based stuff. The results will be more gradual, but it is the only thing that will actually work long-term. Always remember that the mind and body are one thing. There is nothing that is psychological that is not also physical. There is nothing that is physical that is not also psychological. If you feel like you are going to hurt yourself, then definitely tell someone so they can lock you up in some shitty place for a while. Ask to get your hormones checked with an endocrinologist. You may be mad, but who gives a fuck. Work on feeling better and getting more energy. Exercise and healthy food can do this. We need to get healthy and make our mad marks on this world, because you know what?; the world is completely full of shit right now and we are two of the most honest, sanest motherfuckers on this crazy rolling rock. Everyone is busy chasing their carrots and polluting and destroying the world and watching people in Africa starve to death and they think we're crazy? Fuck them! The world needs us and it is our duty to get in shape so we can make the world a better place in our own way. In our names. It is our prime directive.
> -michael
>
> On May 30, 2013, at 11:03 AM, jazzresin@gmail.com wrote:
>
>> Gangsta boombaclad. Im off to therapist in an hour then psychiatrist on Sat. How much do i disclose?? How much must i censor....
>> 777
>
version 6.1 . I wish to honor the ancestral simulation- advent of the singularity. The singularity as Marilyn Monroe. The grandfather of the modern computer inventor of the adding machine william s burroughs.
Thursday, May 30, 2013
Fw: Check one two
WORD!!!! Say it how it really is bruh!
777
-----Original Message-----
From: Michael Freeman <oncebefore@gmail.com>
Date: Thu, 30 May 2013 13:42:07
To: <jazzresin@gmail.com>
Subject: Re: Check one two
Well, I can only speak for myself right now. I am done with all psych meds. They are all shitty. I have realized that for me, there is no magic pill and there is no quick fix. If you haven't found a med that works yet, there might not be one. And all most none of them work long term. The modern understanding of psychology and psych meds is still in the dark ages; nobody is connecting the dots yet with the physical body and the genes/epigenome. Psychiatrists are the overpaid blackjack dealers at the Pharmaceutical Casino and they just experiment blindly with people based on crappy Pharmaceutical Company driven research that only achieves significance with unethically bloated sample sizes and absolutely no long-term therapeutic effects or clinical significance whatsoever. As far as doctors go, few of them know shit. They just think they do. I need to emphasize to you that I recommend an aggressive exercise regimen for you. Start by taking long easy walks, like 2 hours minimum. Then focus on increasing the intensity. And try to completely eliminate sugar and simple carbs, especially soda, juices, and flour based stuff. The results will be more gradual, but it is the only thing that will actually work long-term. Always remember that the mind and body are one thing. There is nothing that is psychological that is not also physical. There is nothing that is physical that is not also psychological. If you feel like you are going to hurt yourself, then definitely tell someone so they can lock you up in some shitty place for a while. Ask to get your hormones checked with an endocrinologist. You may be mad, but who gives a fuck. Work on feeling better and getting more energy. Exercise and healthy food can do this. We need to get healthy and make our mad marks on this world, because you know what?; the world is completely full of shit right now and we are two of the most honest, sanest motherfuckers on this crazy rolling rock. Everyone is busy chasing their carrots and polluting and destroying the world and watching people in Africa starve to death and they think we're crazy? Fuck them! The world needs us and it is our duty to get in shape so we can make the world a better place in our own way. In our names. It is our prime directive.
-michael
On May 30, 2013, at 11:03 AM, jazzresin@gmail.com wrote:
> Gangsta boombaclad. Im off to therapist in an hour then psychiatrist on Sat. How much do i disclose?? How much must i censor....
> 777
777
-----Original Message-----
From: Michael Freeman <oncebefore@gmail.com>
Date: Thu, 30 May 2013 13:42:07
To: <jazzresin@gmail.com>
Subject: Re: Check one two
Well, I can only speak for myself right now. I am done with all psych meds. They are all shitty. I have realized that for me, there is no magic pill and there is no quick fix. If you haven't found a med that works yet, there might not be one. And all most none of them work long term. The modern understanding of psychology and psych meds is still in the dark ages; nobody is connecting the dots yet with the physical body and the genes/epigenome. Psychiatrists are the overpaid blackjack dealers at the Pharmaceutical Casino and they just experiment blindly with people based on crappy Pharmaceutical Company driven research that only achieves significance with unethically bloated sample sizes and absolutely no long-term therapeutic effects or clinical significance whatsoever. As far as doctors go, few of them know shit. They just think they do. I need to emphasize to you that I recommend an aggressive exercise regimen for you. Start by taking long easy walks, like 2 hours minimum. Then focus on increasing the intensity. And try to completely eliminate sugar and simple carbs, especially soda, juices, and flour based stuff. The results will be more gradual, but it is the only thing that will actually work long-term. Always remember that the mind and body are one thing. There is nothing that is psychological that is not also physical. There is nothing that is physical that is not also psychological. If you feel like you are going to hurt yourself, then definitely tell someone so they can lock you up in some shitty place for a while. Ask to get your hormones checked with an endocrinologist. You may be mad, but who gives a fuck. Work on feeling better and getting more energy. Exercise and healthy food can do this. We need to get healthy and make our mad marks on this world, because you know what?; the world is completely full of shit right now and we are two of the most honest, sanest motherfuckers on this crazy rolling rock. Everyone is busy chasing their carrots and polluting and destroying the world and watching people in Africa starve to death and they think we're crazy? Fuck them! The world needs us and it is our duty to get in shape so we can make the world a better place in our own way. In our names. It is our prime directive.
-michael
On May 30, 2013, at 11:03 AM, jazzresin@gmail.com wrote:
> Gangsta boombaclad. Im off to therapist in an hour then psychiatrist on Sat. How much do i disclose?? How much must i censor....
> 777
Wednesday, May 29, 2013
Borellia
Thank you Steve! I could not say it as succinctly as you have. WE are SOLDIERS in a war we cannot win without the grace of public awareness and the concern that will spark the scientists and politicians to wake up.. WAKE UP WORLD CITIZENS!!! I am profoundly interested in your theories of treatment/prevention/cure/adaptation to the 'plague'. I have suffered ferociously for 6 years; lost my job, wife, house, purpose, and love of life in the cruel process of Morgellons. All that is left is a shred of soul willing to be an ACTIVIST or MARTYR. I am a comrade to you Steve!!!! I will email my contact info.
777
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Saturday, May 25, 2013
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Friday, May 24, 2013
Wednesday, May 22, 2013
RE: Endless
Thqnx remember meta is as flexible and fast as slow time no deadline no serious as dead serious. Monsanto protest day is may 25th fitting as the son of the word Glyphosate itselfs birthday. Am I target. Rightfully so. Dead man watch the movie deadman. With johmny depp and crispin glover as oracle. I william blake counterfeit looking for nobody my indian guide to he western lands. I love you. I love you. I
There is so much hate in me. Sick. I use to love. Now a strung bundle of hate fiber brain fog neurontin gabapentin by the handful....u r good! Your goodness is a light in darkness. I have no option ethically but to expatriate somewhere.
777
On May 22, 2013 4:32 PM, "Hebblethwaite,Benjamin John" <hebble@ufl.edu> wrote:
Nice work. This one has some really interesting anecdotes. The Fucked Finn and bovine shit Mississippi riff in the earlier piece was krayzy. Do not forget the Monsanto connexion that genetically modifies us both...
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From: jazzresin@gmail.com [jazzresin@gmail.com]
Sent: Wednesday, May 22, 2013 3:18 PM
To: Hebblethwaite,Benjamin John; RESONANT FREQUENCIES:MINDLESS PLEASURES:JAZZRESIN BLOG
Subject: Endless
If you look up resonant frequencies mindless pleasures it is my lost letter deposiory. I usually send wordflow there.This is all random shuffle.. Plenty more Where does this come from. Microquasar ss433(y'know a baby quasar has to decide upon nova or blackhole----or the uber painful state of becoming true quasar) in correlation to realization one is not alone in an unknown disease is a theme granted by all highest. The struggle of the struggle and the nightmare reiiteration of making sense out of it day after day; irrational numbers; just for the complexity of it all to grow more stern and unforgiving. I at the moment am in severe pain and am bedridden. Begging the bacterial infection, (as that is what the current research of may 2013 suggests) to cut across the brain stem spinal cord with quickness...or a shot of morphine. Fuck. Each chapter can be a variation on a theme. I am in the same room as i as i..... Hey ben i love you. This is meta. It is such that the sheer willpower intent is more important than any actual surfaced product. It glimmers as the smallest light of hope. which is damn bright when you have none. As my editor i give you full creative right to reedit revision and work text anyway you see fit. My lies are usually play/play, but as most that know me, they are aware of an encoded dead seriousness in my jive. When i got assualted by n. Stl sugar pie, Dee dee's, adult sons i beckoned them on to strike me again. All cause i was accused of calling their mama a bitch and a grifter, which she probably was at that moment. Thanksgiving. I was alone. They had come back fat offa salvation army banquets and i hadnt eaten in days. Her son Kashawn nailed me under the right eye socket. I yelled, "Yeah!! Do it again! Kill a DEAD MAN" I picked up a hammer and slammed it into the counter. Kashawn's friend Jermaine taking lead, clocked me again. Again I said, "alright Kill me Do it again. Kill this muthafuckin dead man already." Kashawn said, "you nigga are crazy" " smdh" soon Dee Dee had intervened. Cops were called no charges pressed of course. My bell wrung i remember i was standing there naked i cant recall why. Perhaps naked before god primitive ritual.. They explained to the police that i hadnt taken my meds in a while, which was true. That was nov 2012. 'Bitch' needs to be deescalated in semantics. I can be a bitch. This day is a bitch. "Wot a bitch it is" lol. I had a vision. The chemtrails that poison us are by a multinational task force to stave off the alien intelligence from within. Vectors. The alien invasion has begun and it is so small they ride upon the backs of ticks. Once this vector goes bedbug we'll all catch hell. My anger is such that it would redeem me to see Boralies swallow populations whole. A slow 7 year death full of all your loved ones doubting your sanity. Saying this is somatic complaints. Criticizing u for being ill.catch 22'd to hell. But through writing, i know i dont want others to go through the madness i wish to endure another moment. Perhaps thats all this is for.
777
-----Original Message-----
From: "Hebblethwaite,Benjamin John" <hebble@ufl.edu>
Date: Wed, 22 May 2013 11:05:23
To: jazzresin@gmail.com<jazzresin@gmail.com>
Subject: RE: Fw:
Got it Bill, I will start working on it soon. Do you have Microsoft Word on your computer in case I need to edit in that context? Ben
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From: jazzresin@gmail.com [jazzresin@gmail.com]
Sent: Wednesday, May 22, 2013 1:30 AM
To: Hebblethwaite,Benjamin John
Subject: Fw:
1. You may never get to touch the Master, but you can tickle his creatures.
2. The innocence of the creatures is in inverse proportion to the immorality of the Master.
3. If they can get you asking the wrong questions, they don't have to worry about answers.
4. You hide, they seek.
5. Paranoids are not paranoid because they're paranoid, but because they keep putting themselves, fucking idiots, deliberately into paranoid situations.
my western land name is silent birdsong. i was meditating above graham cave. the words flashed in my mind and immeadiately after a humming bird buzzed in front of me for 20 seconds. confirmation signified.
777
-----Original Message-----
From: jazzresin@gmail.com
Date: Wed, 22 May 2013 05:25:22
To: <hebble@ufl.edu>
Reply-To: jazzresin@gmail.com
"In the hope that some of you will carry these experiments further and come up with something new." William S. Burroughs @jazzresin @melayela #zzaj"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." — Marilyn Monroe shoot about me? where to start??Incident X (X) caused a directional anomily towards: Incident Y (Y) creating an Abcess (Z). The crossover thus propagated into a field array matrix(Fm) in which the global scalp Ogestalt (Og) was then inclined to shift in two+ possible directions. Since the matrix was not static and in perpetual movement (Fx) quantum follicle growth and decay caused overall traumatic Event (WLS) upsetting every hair follicle and creating numerous other Incedents. Of course... pre factor scar (Otv) combined with neckstrap directional field array (Fsx) applied over 20+ years of saxophone playing (Sx)unwashed straps, porkpie hats, heat exhaustion, air pressure upon subdermal Og, contortion of neck, opening of throat, etc. need to be factored. Not nearly the end is the subquantum psych issues: A near-death vision of a singular werewolf (Pq) as a prophetic intervention. . . I am dying but will continue till I die no more. classically trained kontrabassist under the late henry loew principal bassist of the st. louis symphony. street trained tenor saxophonist; composed 60+ jazz charts. made a fortune busking outside of the old busch stadium (when people actually had cash and change not debit cards lol)3.1415926535 8979323846 2643383279 5028841971 6939937510 5820974944 5923078164 0628620899 8628034825 3421170679 8214808651 3282306647 0938446095 5058223172 5359408128 4811174502 8410270193 852110555964462294Number seven is Sekhu, the Remains.
much jazza back at you. Have you been able to leap the nuclear desert? From quark to Neutron star. Yeah baby. Now you know... We know not a thing! nothing out there. including us!! but, lex baby mela huntar crazy incomprehensible strangelets jive wiggle and fall to the sound of jazzlike scrawls and histronics. A and voracious dark matter feeds off their 'oh so precious' feedback of us jazzlike improving. Our bebop stranget dewdrop whims. They feed off it... simple innocents quircks of the windblowers divits and thought that feedbacks they feed oFf the feedbacks squall and in doing so tha other side's version of life is regurgitated nurtured in mirror anti horror land logic.. We're alone. Jazzresin lex mela huntar both Sr. Jr.and the III. But you Alexander Wesley Holloway Melise and yourself along with William Lincoln Schafer and me we can dig cause its no difference to the studied musician of frequency high and low. Right? It is as it is and always willbe/hasbeen. To be or not to be was the ANSWER not the question. You of all strangelets, you shine a singularity light unique in both voudou physics and jive ass jazz. you my microquasar law breaker full-lackhole darkatter kind credentials. You my ninja nwrd Niger river Kaw asia ninjitsu, you play a song of both sides of the universe. One of the many reasons I love you admire you and call you hero. Gestalt my friend Gestalt Aleph to you always and fornever. Ill jazzresin cypher sephiroth."Simplicity is the final achievement. After one has played a vast quantity of notes and more notes, it is simplicity that emerges as the crowning reward of art."
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How I hate those who are dedicated to producing...
Your knowledge of what is going on can only be ...
In deep sadness there is no place for sentiment...
Hustlers of the world, there is one Mark you ca...
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The face of evil is always the face of total need.BocoMo memory: summer 95' -- myself &the gang u know who u r) decided to venture a midnite 'primitive camping' site near Devil's Icebox. We transversed cliffside paths with only moonlite. I had stumbled into a huge spiderweb and was covered in cobweb. After the sickining panic& fear was removed with most of the cobweb I sat down and with eyes closed say something similar to this image 'cept more of a mandala spiral. Whew memories...
In the dark, just as he was on the edge of sleep, his back began to crawl. He scratched abstractedly, then sat up in bed with a whispered curse...
He turned and looked at himself in the bathroom mirror... His chest was splotchy and red from scratching and rubbing. He rotated and peered over his shoulder at his back.
From shoulder to shoulder, and criss-crossing down his spine, faint pale lines just beneath the surface of his skin drew a crazy and unwelcome road map...
Or Spirited Away. Yeah Spirited Away. House Taken awAy. I go homeless soon. To the seven seas once again. Cept i cant swim. I get sea sick. Rather suck Ruby than lemon or lime rind. A river boy i'm destined to be. A huck finn...a Lame Sawyer. Cept the rivers are full of Pharmecuticals n' GLYPHOSATE. Corn Syrup PrioNs. Mad Corn Syrup disease. Oh yeah n' a lot of Feces. Swine, Bovine,Sapian..... A hungry ghost i'll always be.Washed in the blood of the lambs. I work in the name of Archangel GABRIEL. Fk Yahweh. Let jEsUs out of Hell. Eldest Son of the Seventh Son. 777 William Lincoln Schafer I am your SHEPHERD you shall not WANT. SHAEF. Supreme Headquarters of the ALLied Expeditionary. FORCE. MK-NAOMI. I am dead living. As if all work and no play. Made jack an undead zombie immune to cold or Shined Ones.
But if the particles are entangled, then this measurement also determines the state of the other particle — even if they have become separated by a vast distance. The effect of the measurement is transmitted instantaneously to the other particle, through what Albert Einstein sceptically called 'spooky action at a distance'.
n a dark time, the eye begins to see,
I meet my shadow in the deepening shade;
I hear my echo in the echoing wood--
A lord of nature weeping to a tree.
I live between the heron and the wren,
Beasts of the hill and serpents of the den.
Theodore Roethke
Weird as it is, quantum entanglement is real — and could be useful. In a technique called quantum cryptography
Now I know I'm not alone! Damn the health care system run around that I've suffered under in hopelessness and fear. Nonetheless, I've continued to fight the good fight, tried to be rational when faced with daily inexplicable phenomena that defy logic and commen sense! I've suffered relationship difficulties with friends,loved ones, families. Thank God for Facebook and crowd sourcing. A few individuals, bless them eternal, have had the empathy to hear my woes and strange symptoms. I'm not alone in this all. This f*#king m#@$±f#@*er suffering does have a name.
Microquasars
Microquasars, or radio-emitting X-ray binaries, can be considered to be smaller analogs of quasars (see definitions in the glossary). Like quasars, microquasars generally have a pair of radio jets emitting from the poles of an accretion disk around a compact object. But for a quasar, the central object is a supermassive black hole of millions of solar masses, whereas for a microquasar, the compact object is a black hole or a neutron star of only a few solar masses. This smaller size has an important effect: evolution timescales are much shorter for microquasars than they are for quasars. The shortened timescale plus microquasars' comparative nearness to us (inside our galaxy) make them excellent laboratories for learning about quasars.
SS433
The first microquasar discovered is also one of the most unusual ones yet observed. SS433 consists of a black hole and a companion star orbiting each other with a period of 13.1 days. In addition, SS433 exhibits relativistic jets which are expelled at ~26% of the speed of light and precess around an axis once every 162 days, tracing out a corkscrew pattern in the process. It is housed in the center of the supernova remnant W50 (see Figure 2).
Figure 2: The top image shows radio nebula W50, and the bottom image shows the precessing jets (with corkscrew pattern indicated) of microquasar SS433 which lies in the center of it. Credit: Migliari et al. (2002)
The Problem
It is generally agreed that SS433 must interact with the nebula W50. One would expect a typical supernova remnant to expand spherically, whereas W50 is greatly elongated along the precession axis of SS433′s jets — suggesting that the jets are distorting the remnant's shell. But given that the jets are oriented at an angle of 21° relative to the precession axis, why do we see distortion of the shell directly along the axis? Wouldn't we instead expect distortion at 21° above and below the axis (at points in Figure 3)? The authors argue that a related question is: have the jets of SS433 always behaved as they currently do?
Methods
The authors' approach to answering these questions was to analyze the proper motions of radio filaments within the W50 nebula using VLA data spanning 12 years. They chose the ten brightest filaments in the images (shown in Figure 3) and tracked their motion over the 12 years, determining the filaments' proper motion to within their velocity resolution of .
Figure 3: Filament positions overlaid on a contour map of W50. The points P_A - P_D indicate the locations where SS433's current jet configuration would penetrate the W50 nebula. (Figure 2 in the paper)
Results
To within their velocity r
I have Magullens Disease. I have been suffering DAILY for 4 years.
If he recites next to nothing
but follows the Dhamma
in line with the Dhamma;
abandoning passion,
aversion, delusion;
alert,
his mind well-released,
not clinging
either here or hereafter:
he has his share in the contemplative life1. Introduction: Or Spirited Away. Yeah Spirited Away. House Taken awAy. I go homeless soon. To the seven seas once again. Cept i cant swim. I get sea sick. Rather suck Ruby than lemon or lime rind. A river boy i'm destined to be. A huck finn...a Lame Sawyer. Cept the rivers are full of Pharmecuticals n' GLYPHOSATE. Corn Syrup PrioNs. Mad Corn Syrup disease. Oh yeah n' a lot of Feces. Swine, Bovine,Sapian..... A hungry ghost i'll always be.Washed in the blood of the lambs. I work in the name of Archangel GABRIEL. Fk Yahweh. Let jEsUs out of Hell. Eldest Son of the Seventh Son. 777 William Lincoln Schafer I am your SHEPHERD you shall not WANT. SHAEF. Supreme Headquarters of the ALLied Expeditionary. FORCE. MK-NAOMI. I am dead living. As if all work and no play. Made jack an undead zombie immune to cold or Shined Ones.
If he recites next to nothing
but follows the Dhamma
in line with the Dhamma;
abandoning passion,
aversion, delusion;
alert,
his mind well-released,
not clinging
either here or hereafter:
he has his share in the contemplative life89 5493038196 4428810975 6659334461 2847564823 3786783165 2712019091 4564856692 3460348610 4543266482 1339360726 0249141273 7245870066 0631558817 4881520920 9628292540 9171536436 7892590360 0113305305 4882046652 1384146951 9415116094 3305727036 5759591953 0921861173 8193261179 3105118548 0"Consciousness is the stone that creates the waves in a sea of nothing"-Richard Gerber
God Particle Signal Simulated as Sound
Music Sound of the Spheres
Simulated sounds to be made by sub-atomic particles such as the Higgs boson scientific data converted into sounds via Sonification which surprisingly produces a binaural beat frequency of 4.6692744623799 6274956735 1885752724 8912279381 8301194912 9833673362 4406566430 8602139494 6395224737 1907021798 6094370277 0539217176 2931767523 8467481846 7669405132 0005681271 4526356082 7785771342 7577896091 7363717872 1468440901 2249534301 4654958537 1050792279 6892589235 4201995611 21290219608640344181 5981362977 4771309960 taught music in public school, a thousand private lessons upon a dozen different instruments, conducted the oasis older adult band,3 music degrees: perfomance from mizzou, education certified k-12 from umsl, music therapy board certified, mt-bc from maryville. worked for 5 years as a clinical professional at Barnes Jewish Hospital psychiatric services adult inpatient ward. pioneered mp3 headset interventions for pts, got sick from Morgellons. divorced. job declared me not fit dor duty. dying. lolshoot about me? where to start?? classically trained kontrabassist under the late henry loew principal bassist of the st. louis symphony. street trained tenor saxophonist; composed 60+ jazz charts. made a fortune busking outside of the old busch stadium (when people actually had cash and change not debit cards lol) taught music in public school, a thousand private lessons upon a dozen different instruments, conducted the oasis older adult band,3 music degrees: perfomance from mizzou, education certified k-12 from umsl, music therapy board certified, mt-bc from maryville. worked for 5 years as a clinical professional at Barnes Jewish Hospital psychiatric services adult inpatient ward. pioneered mp3 headset interventions for pts, got sick from Morgellons. divorced. job declared me not fit dor duty. dying. lol"It was a Sunday morning when I knocked on William S Burroughs door in the suburbs of Lawrence Kansas he said why do you want and I said I was here to pay on the edge pay homage homage to you just as you get in Berg and Carol acted with saline Ginsberg caraway rack caraway Iraq Cadillac Cadillac on the road Kerouac you let me use a, I didn't I sat on a slower and we talked about Creve Coeur lake he was surprised it was there I have to miss you like crazy cat he said no I like Rex Morgan MD very realistic I saw on his drawer a curved blade of Middle East origin 4 North Africans could I take a photo of you and he said no he sprung up out of his wheelchair and rummage through his drawers and pulled out a postcard of Allen Ginsberg's photograph of him go in title to the song Unchained years and years changes Tanger dangers Africa he signed it all best William Lincoln Shaffer and then he wrote William S burroughs I talk to him about Genesis p-orridge I asked him about doctor fingers safer safer lobotomy kids is not safe at all but he said as an associate is long gone I asked him about Gravity's Rainbow G seemed uh I did it in like that state is it all no no no no Gravity's Rainbow pension no no no no he has a lot of cats and they were wonderfully uh playing with each other I excuse myself because I didn't want to be a burden on his Sunday afternoon and as I was leaving he said my Casa su casa come back in time and then he died 1 year later passed away a year after I visited him just as I visited my grandpa's brother see so Sanderson better to true a division and World War 2 I met him a couple days before he died Seasol Sanderson"Zip- Pow the brick of mouse Ignatz' wrath upon the receptive bean of Krazy Kats noggin'..... where is officer Pupp? Absolutely i can get u BZ. I can get u apo-33. I just recorded with tom Moyes son. I call em jet bennie. I remixed ryoji ikeda with brian eno with my prayer spoken word for amerika. I remix burroughs, available through the wretched reverberation site. Moving to soundcloud out of simplicity. I am without wifi but i could dig up links dropbox and hyperlinks. Would love to promote my old friend stephen bayley i played with him in the 80's (!!!!) The Exit folk band he know makes exceptional music out of portland under the band name 'city squirrel' (look him up via utube i love the song 'comfort') joe! I have been guaranteed a publishing contract!!! I have an agent!!!! For what ever the fuck i want to write!!!!!!!(Wtf) Will be published through temple press. Can u send me short paragraphs of hyperclown hacker lingo even if it is total jive as i intend a main theme to be hacking and bibliotequing of information, getting in trouble through knowing too much theme. Laughing it off like joker. U know U know. It would be an honor to create your own pseudonyms for yourself as i would only hit the tip of the iceberg. Think of yourself as 3-11 characters including your brother wife son and mistress. I need to pump out a metanovel
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Endless
If you look up resonant frequencies mindless pleasures it is my lost letter deposiory. I usually send wordflow there.This is all random shuffle.. Plenty more Where does this come from. Microquasar ss433(y'know a baby quasar has to decide upon nova or blackhole----or the uber painful state of becoming true quasar) in correlation to realization one is not alone in an unknown disease is a theme granted by all highest. The struggle of the struggle and the nightmare reiiteration of making sense out of it day after day; irrational numbers; just for the complexity of it all to grow more stern and unforgiving. I at the moment am in severe pain and am bedridden. Begging the bacterial infection, (as that is what the current research of may 2013 suggests) to cut across the brain stem spinal cord with quickness...or a shot of morphine. Fuck. Each chapter can be a variation on a theme. I am in the same room as i as i..... Hey ben i love you. This is meta. It is such that the sheer willpower intent is more important than any actual surfaced product. It glimmers as the smallest light of hope. which is damn bright when you have none. As my editor i give you full creative right to reedit revision and work text anyway you see fit. My lies are usually play/play, but as most that know me, they are aware of an encoded dead seriousness in my jive. When i got assualted by n. Stl sugar pie, Dee dee's, adult sons i beckoned them on to strike me again. All cause i was accused of calling their mama a bitch and a grifter, which she probably was at that moment. Thanksgiving. I was alone. They had come back fat offa salvation army banquets and i hadnt eaten in days. Her son Kashawn nailed me under the right eye socket. I yelled, "Yeah!! Do it again! Kill a DEAD MAN" I picked up a hammer and slammed it into the counter. Kashawn's friend Jermaine taking lead, clocked me again. Again I said, "alright Kill me Do it again. Kill this muthafuckin dead man already." Kashawn said, "you nigga are crazy" " smdh" soon Dee Dee had intervened. Cops were called no charges pressed of course. My bell wrung i remember i was standing there naked i cant recall why. Perhaps naked before god primitive ritual.. They explained to the police that i hadnt taken my meds in a while, which was true. That was nov 2012. 'Bitch' needs to be deescalated in semantics. I can be a bitch. This day is a bitch. "Wot a bitch it is" lol. I had a vision. The chemtrails that poison us are by a multinational task force to stave off the alien intelligence from within. Vectors. The alien invasion has begun and it is so small they ride upon the backs of ticks. Once this vector goes bedbug we'll all catch hell. My anger is such that it would redeem me to see Boralies swallow populations whole. A slow 7 year death full of all your loved ones doubting your sanity. Saying this is somatic complaints. Criticizing u for being ill.catch 22'd to hell. But through writing, i know i dont want others to go through the madness i wish to endure another moment. Perhaps thats all this is for.
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-----Original Message-----
From: "Hebblethwaite,Benjamin John" <hebble@ufl.edu>
Date: Wed, 22 May 2013 11:05:23
To: jazzresin@gmail.com<jazzresin@gmail.com>
Subject: RE: Fw:
Got it Bill, I will start working on it soon. Do you have Microsoft Word on your computer in case I need to edit in that context? Ben
________________________________________
From: jazzresin@gmail.com [jazzresin@gmail.com]
Sent: Wednesday, May 22, 2013 1:30 AM
To: Hebblethwaite,Benjamin John
Subject: Fw:
1. You may never get to touch the Master, but you can tickle his creatures.
2. The innocence of the creatures is in inverse proportion to the immorality of the Master.
3. If they can get you asking the wrong questions, they don't have to worry about answers.
4. You hide, they seek.
5. Paranoids are not paranoid because they're paranoid, but because they keep putting themselves, fucking idiots, deliberately into paranoid situations.
my western land name is silent birdsong. i was meditating above graham cave. the words flashed in my mind and immeadiately after a humming bird buzzed in front of me for 20 seconds. confirmation signified.
777
-----Original Message-----
From: jazzresin@gmail.com
Date: Wed, 22 May 2013 05:25:22
To: <hebble@ufl.edu>
Reply-To: jazzresin@gmail.com
"In the hope that some of you will carry these experiments further and come up with something new." William S. Burroughs @jazzresin @melayela #zzaj"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." — Marilyn Monroe shoot about me? where to start??Incident X (X) caused a directional anomily towards: Incident Y (Y) creating an Abcess (Z). The crossover thus propagated into a field array matrix(Fm) in which the global scalp Ogestalt (Og) was then inclined to shift in two+ possible directions. Since the matrix was not static and in perpetual movement (Fx) quantum follicle growth and decay caused overall traumatic Event (WLS) upsetting every hair follicle and creating numerous other Incedents. Of course... pre factor scar (Otv) combined with neckstrap directional field array (Fsx) applied over 20+ years of saxophone playing (Sx)unwashed straps, porkpie hats, heat exhaustion, air pressure upon subdermal Og, contortion of neck, opening of throat, etc. need to be factored. Not nearly the end is the subquantum psych issues: A near-death vision of a singular werewolf (Pq) as a prophetic intervention. . . I am dying but will continue till I die no more. classically trained kontrabassist under the late henry loew principal bassist of the st. louis symphony. street trained tenor saxophonist; composed 60+ jazz charts. made a fortune busking outside of the old busch stadium (when people actually had cash and change not debit cards lol)3.1415926535 8979323846 2643383279 5028841971 6939937510 5820974944 5923078164 0628620899 8628034825 3421170679 8214808651 3282306647 0938446095 5058223172 5359408128 4811174502 8410270193 852110555964462294Number seven is Sekhu, the Remains.
much jazza back at you. Have you been able to leap the nuclear desert? From quark to Neutron star. Yeah baby. Now you know... We know not a thing! nothing out there. including us!! but, lex baby mela huntar crazy incomprehensible strangelets jive wiggle and fall to the sound of jazzlike scrawls and histronics. A and voracious dark matter feeds off their 'oh so precious' feedback of us jazzlike improving. Our bebop stranget dewdrop whims. They feed off it... simple innocents quircks of the windblowers divits and thought that feedbacks they feed oFf the feedbacks squall and in doing so tha other side's version of life is regurgitated nurtured in mirror anti horror land logic.. We're alone. Jazzresin lex mela huntar both Sr. Jr.and the III. But you Alexander Wesley Holloway Melise and yourself along with William Lincoln Schafer and me we can dig cause its no difference to the studied musician of frequency high and low. Right? It is as it is and always willbe/hasbeen. To be or not to be was the ANSWER not the question. You of all strangelets, you shine a singularity light unique in both voudou physics and jive ass jazz. you my microquasar law breaker full-lackhole darkatter kind credentials. You my ninja nwrd Niger river Kaw asia ninjitsu, you play a song of both sides of the universe. One of the many reasons I love you admire you and call you hero. Gestalt my friend Gestalt Aleph to you always and fornever. Ill jazzresin cypher sephiroth."Simplicity is the final achievement. After one has played a vast quantity of notes and more notes, it is simplicity that emerges as the crowning reward of art."
-ChopinThe way to kill a man or a nation is to cut off...
The aim of education is the knowledge, not of f...
How I hate those who are dedicated to producing...
Your knowledge of what is going on can only be ...
In deep sadness there is no place for sentiment...
Hustlers of the world, there is one Mark you ca...
Americans have a special horror of giving up co...
And if you're doing a deal with a religious son...
Now what sort of man or woman or monster would ...
Dream long and dream hard enoughYou will come t...
The face of evil is always the face of total need.BocoMo memory: summer 95' -- myself &the gang u know who u r) decided to venture a midnite 'primitive camping' site near Devil's Icebox. We transversed cliffside paths with only moonlite. I had stumbled into a huge spiderweb and was covered in cobweb. After the sickining panic& fear was removed with most of the cobweb I sat down and with eyes closed say something similar to this image 'cept more of a mandala spiral. Whew memories...
In the dark, just as he was on the edge of sleep, his back began to crawl. He scratched abstractedly, then sat up in bed with a whispered curse...
He turned and looked at himself in the bathroom mirror... His chest was splotchy and red from scratching and rubbing. He rotated and peered over his shoulder at his back.
From shoulder to shoulder, and criss-crossing down his spine, faint pale lines just beneath the surface of his skin drew a crazy and unwelcome road map...
Or Spirited Away. Yeah Spirited Away. House Taken awAy. I go homeless soon. To the seven seas once again. Cept i cant swim. I get sea sick. Rather suck Ruby than lemon or lime rind. A river boy i'm destined to be. A huck finn...a Lame Sawyer. Cept the rivers are full of Pharmecuticals n' GLYPHOSATE. Corn Syrup PrioNs. Mad Corn Syrup disease. Oh yeah n' a lot of Feces. Swine, Bovine,Sapian..... A hungry ghost i'll always be.Washed in the blood of the lambs. I work in the name of Archangel GABRIEL. Fk Yahweh. Let jEsUs out of Hell. Eldest Son of the Seventh Son. 777 William Lincoln Schafer I am your SHEPHERD you shall not WANT. SHAEF. Supreme Headquarters of the ALLied Expeditionary. FORCE. MK-NAOMI. I am dead living. As if all work and no play. Made jack an undead zombie immune to cold or Shined Ones.
But if the particles are entangled, then this measurement also determines the state of the other particle — even if they have become separated by a vast distance. The effect of the measurement is transmitted instantaneously to the other particle, through what Albert Einstein sceptically called 'spooky action at a distance'.
n a dark time, the eye begins to see,
I meet my shadow in the deepening shade;
I hear my echo in the echoing wood--
A lord of nature weeping to a tree.
I live between the heron and the wren,
Beasts of the hill and serpents of the den.
Theodore Roethke
Weird as it is, quantum entanglement is real — and could be useful. In a technique called quantum cryptography
Now I know I'm not alone! Damn the health care system run around that I've suffered under in hopelessness and fear. Nonetheless, I've continued to fight the good fight, tried to be rational when faced with daily inexplicable phenomena that defy logic and commen sense! I've suffered relationship difficulties with friends,loved ones, families. Thank God for Facebook and crowd sourcing. A few individuals, bless them eternal, have had the empathy to hear my woes and strange symptoms. I'm not alone in this all. This f*#king m#@$±f#@*er suffering does have a name.
Microquasars
Microquasars, or radio-emitting X-ray binaries, can be considered to be smaller analogs of quasars (see definitions in the glossary). Like quasars, microquasars generally have a pair of radio jets emitting from the poles of an accretion disk around a compact object. But for a quasar, the central object is a supermassive black hole of millions of solar masses, whereas for a microquasar, the compact object is a black hole or a neutron star of only a few solar masses. This smaller size has an important effect: evolution timescales are much shorter for microquasars than they are for quasars. The shortened timescale plus microquasars' comparative nearness to us (inside our galaxy) make them excellent laboratories for learning about quasars.
SS433
The first microquasar discovered is also one of the most unusual ones yet observed. SS433 consists of a black hole and a companion star orbiting each other with a period of 13.1 days. In addition, SS433 exhibits relativistic jets which are expelled at ~26% of the speed of light and precess around an axis once every 162 days, tracing out a corkscrew pattern in the process. It is housed in the center of the supernova remnant W50 (see Figure 2).
Figure 2: The top image shows radio nebula W50, and the bottom image shows the precessing jets (with corkscrew pattern indicated) of microquasar SS433 which lies in the center of it. Credit: Migliari et al. (2002)
The Problem
It is generally agreed that SS433 must interact with the nebula W50. One would expect a typical supernova remnant to expand spherically, whereas W50 is greatly elongated along the precession axis of SS433′s jets — suggesting that the jets are distorting the remnant's shell. But given that the jets are oriented at an angle of 21° relative to the precession axis, why do we see distortion of the shell directly along the axis? Wouldn't we instead expect distortion at 21° above and below the axis (at points in Figure 3)? The authors argue that a related question is: have the jets of SS433 always behaved as they currently do?
Methods
The authors' approach to answering these questions was to analyze the proper motions of radio filaments within the W50 nebula using VLA data spanning 12 years. They chose the ten brightest filaments in the images (shown in Figure 3) and tracked their motion over the 12 years, determining the filaments' proper motion to within their velocity resolution of .
Figure 3: Filament positions overlaid on a contour map of W50. The points P_A - P_D indicate the locations where SS433's current jet configuration would penetrate the W50 nebula. (Figure 2 in the paper)
Results
To within their velocity r
I have Magullens Disease. I have been suffering DAILY for 4 years.
If he recites next to nothing
but follows the Dhamma
in line with the Dhamma;
abandoning passion,
aversion, delusion;
alert,
his mind well-released,
not clinging
either here or hereafter:
he has his share in the contemplative life1. Introduction: Or Spirited Away. Yeah Spirited Away. House Taken awAy. I go homeless soon. To the seven seas once again. Cept i cant swim. I get sea sick. Rather suck Ruby than lemon or lime rind. A river boy i'm destined to be. A huck finn...a Lame Sawyer. Cept the rivers are full of Pharmecuticals n' GLYPHOSATE. Corn Syrup PrioNs. Mad Corn Syrup disease. Oh yeah n' a lot of Feces. Swine, Bovine,Sapian..... A hungry ghost i'll always be.Washed in the blood of the lambs. I work in the name of Archangel GABRIEL. Fk Yahweh. Let jEsUs out of Hell. Eldest Son of the Seventh Son. 777 William Lincoln Schafer I am your SHEPHERD you shall not WANT. SHAEF. Supreme Headquarters of the ALLied Expeditionary. FORCE. MK-NAOMI. I am dead living. As if all work and no play. Made jack an undead zombie immune to cold or Shined Ones.
If he recites next to nothing
but follows the Dhamma
in line with the Dhamma;
abandoning passion,
aversion, delusion;
alert,
his mind well-released,
not clinging
either here or hereafter:
he has his share in the contemplative life89 5493038196 4428810975 6659334461 2847564823 3786783165 2712019091 4564856692 3460348610 4543266482 1339360726 0249141273 7245870066 0631558817 4881520920 9628292540 9171536436 7892590360 0113305305 4882046652 1384146951 9415116094 3305727036 5759591953 0921861173 8193261179 3105118548 0"Consciousness is the stone that creates the waves in a sea of nothing"-Richard Gerber
God Particle Signal Simulated as Sound
Music Sound of the Spheres
Simulated sounds to be made by sub-atomic particles such as the Higgs boson scientific data converted into sounds via Sonification which surprisingly produces a binaural beat frequency of 4.6692744623799 6274956735 1885752724 8912279381 8301194912 9833673362 4406566430 8602139494 6395224737 1907021798 6094370277 0539217176 2931767523 8467481846 7669405132 0005681271 4526356082 7785771342 7577896091 7363717872 1468440901 2249534301 4654958537 1050792279 6892589235 4201995611 21290219608640344181 5981362977 4771309960 taught music in public school, a thousand private lessons upon a dozen different instruments, conducted the oasis older adult band,3 music degrees: perfomance from mizzou, education certified k-12 from umsl, music therapy board certified, mt-bc from maryville. worked for 5 years as a clinical professional at Barnes Jewish Hospital psychiatric services adult inpatient ward. pioneered mp3 headset interventions for pts, got sick from Morgellons. divorced. job declared me not fit dor duty. dying. lolshoot about me? where to start?? classically trained kontrabassist under the late henry loew principal bassist of the st. louis symphony. street trained tenor saxophonist; composed 60+ jazz charts. made a fortune busking outside of the old busch stadium (when people actually had cash and change not debit cards lol) taught music in public school, a thousand private lessons upon a dozen different instruments, conducted the oasis older adult band,3 music degrees: perfomance from mizzou, education certified k-12 from umsl, music therapy board certified, mt-bc from maryville. worked for 5 years as a clinical professional at Barnes Jewish Hospital psychiatric services adult inpatient ward. pioneered mp3 headset interventions for pts, got sick from Morgellons. divorced. job declared me not fit dor duty. dying. lol"It was a Sunday morning when I knocked on William S Burroughs door in the suburbs of Lawrence Kansas he said why do you want and I said I was here to pay on the edge pay homage homage to you just as you get in Berg and Carol acted with saline Ginsberg caraway rack caraway Iraq Cadillac Cadillac on the road Kerouac you let me use a, I didn't I sat on a slower and we talked about Creve Coeur lake he was surprised it was there I have to miss you like crazy cat he said no I like Rex Morgan MD very realistic I saw on his drawer a curved blade of Middle East origin 4 North Africans could I take a photo of you and he said no he sprung up out of his wheelchair and rummage through his drawers and pulled out a postcard of Allen Ginsberg's photograph of him go in title to the song Unchained years and years changes Tanger dangers Africa he signed it all best William Lincoln Shaffer and then he wrote William S burroughs I talk to him about Genesis p-orridge I asked him about doctor fingers safer safer lobotomy kids is not safe at all but he said as an associate is long gone I asked him about Gravity's Rainbow G seemed uh I did it in like that state is it all no no no no Gravity's Rainbow pension no no no no he has a lot of cats and they were wonderfully uh playing with each other I excuse myself because I didn't want to be a burden on his Sunday afternoon and as I was leaving he said my Casa su casa come back in time and then he died 1 year later passed away a year after I visited him just as I visited my grandpa's brother see so Sanderson better to true a division and World War 2 I met him a couple days before he died Seasol Sanderson"Zip- Pow the brick of mouse Ignatz' wrath upon the receptive bean of Krazy Kats noggin'..... where is officer Pupp? Absolutely i can get u BZ. I can get u apo-33. I just recorded with tom Moyes son. I call em jet bennie. I remixed ryoji ikeda with brian eno with my prayer spoken word for amerika. I remix burroughs, available through the wretched reverberation site. Moving to soundcloud out of simplicity. I am without wifi but i could dig up links dropbox and hyperlinks. Would love to promote my old friend stephen bayley i played with him in the 80's (!!!!) The Exit folk band he know makes exceptional music out of portland under the band name 'city squirrel' (look him up via utube i love the song 'comfort') joe! I have been guaranteed a publishing contract!!! I have an agent!!!! For what ever the fuck i want to write!!!!!!!(Wtf) Will be published through temple press. Can u send me short paragraphs of hyperclown hacker lingo even if it is total jive as i intend a main theme to be hacking and bibliotequing of information, getting in trouble through knowing too much theme. Laughing it off like joker. U know U know. It would be an honor to create your own pseudonyms for yourself as i would only hit the tip of the iceberg. Think of yourself as 3-11 characters including your brother wife son and mistress. I need to pump out a metanovel
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777
-----Original Message-----
From: "Hebblethwaite,Benjamin John" <hebble@ufl.edu>
Date: Wed, 22 May 2013 11:05:23
To: jazzresin@gmail.com<jazzresin@gmail.com>
Subject: RE: Fw:
Got it Bill, I will start working on it soon. Do you have Microsoft Word on your computer in case I need to edit in that context? Ben
________________________________________
From: jazzresin@gmail.com [jazzresin@gmail.com]
Sent: Wednesday, May 22, 2013 1:30 AM
To: Hebblethwaite,Benjamin John
Subject: Fw:
1. You may never get to touch the Master, but you can tickle his creatures.
2. The innocence of the creatures is in inverse proportion to the immorality of the Master.
3. If they can get you asking the wrong questions, they don't have to worry about answers.
4. You hide, they seek.
5. Paranoids are not paranoid because they're paranoid, but because they keep putting themselves, fucking idiots, deliberately into paranoid situations.
my western land name is silent birdsong. i was meditating above graham cave. the words flashed in my mind and immeadiately after a humming bird buzzed in front of me for 20 seconds. confirmation signified.
777
-----Original Message-----
From: jazzresin@gmail.com
Date: Wed, 22 May 2013 05:25:22
To: <hebble@ufl.edu>
Reply-To: jazzresin@gmail.com
"In the hope that some of you will carry these experiments further and come up with something new." William S. Burroughs @jazzresin @melayela #zzaj"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." — Marilyn Monroe shoot about me? where to start??Incident X (X) caused a directional anomily towards: Incident Y (Y) creating an Abcess (Z). The crossover thus propagated into a field array matrix(Fm) in which the global scalp Ogestalt (Og) was then inclined to shift in two+ possible directions. Since the matrix was not static and in perpetual movement (Fx) quantum follicle growth and decay caused overall traumatic Event (WLS) upsetting every hair follicle and creating numerous other Incedents. Of course... pre factor scar (Otv) combined with neckstrap directional field array (Fsx) applied over 20+ years of saxophone playing (Sx)unwashed straps, porkpie hats, heat exhaustion, air pressure upon subdermal Og, contortion of neck, opening of throat, etc. need to be factored. Not nearly the end is the subquantum psych issues: A near-death vision of a singular werewolf (Pq) as a prophetic intervention. . . I am dying but will continue till I die no more. classically trained kontrabassist under the late henry loew principal bassist of the st. louis symphony. street trained tenor saxophonist; composed 60+ jazz charts. made a fortune busking outside of the old busch stadium (when people actually had cash and change not debit cards lol)3.1415926535 8979323846 2643383279 5028841971 6939937510 5820974944 5923078164 0628620899 8628034825 3421170679 8214808651 3282306647 0938446095 5058223172 5359408128 4811174502 8410270193 852110555964462294Number seven is Sekhu, the Remains.
much jazza back at you. Have you been able to leap the nuclear desert? From quark to Neutron star. Yeah baby. Now you know... We know not a thing! nothing out there. including us!! but, lex baby mela huntar crazy incomprehensible strangelets jive wiggle and fall to the sound of jazzlike scrawls and histronics. A and voracious dark matter feeds off their 'oh so precious' feedback of us jazzlike improving. Our bebop stranget dewdrop whims. They feed off it... simple innocents quircks of the windblowers divits and thought that feedbacks they feed oFf the feedbacks squall and in doing so tha other side's version of life is regurgitated nurtured in mirror anti horror land logic.. We're alone. Jazzresin lex mela huntar both Sr. Jr.and the III. But you Alexander Wesley Holloway Melise and yourself along with William Lincoln Schafer and me we can dig cause its no difference to the studied musician of frequency high and low. Right? It is as it is and always willbe/hasbeen. To be or not to be was the ANSWER not the question. You of all strangelets, you shine a singularity light unique in both voudou physics and jive ass jazz. you my microquasar law breaker full-lackhole darkatter kind credentials. You my ninja nwrd Niger river Kaw asia ninjitsu, you play a song of both sides of the universe. One of the many reasons I love you admire you and call you hero. Gestalt my friend Gestalt Aleph to you always and fornever. Ill jazzresin cypher sephiroth."Simplicity is the final achievement. After one has played a vast quantity of notes and more notes, it is simplicity that emerges as the crowning reward of art."
-ChopinThe way to kill a man or a nation is to cut off...
The aim of education is the knowledge, not of f...
How I hate those who are dedicated to producing...
Your knowledge of what is going on can only be ...
In deep sadness there is no place for sentiment...
Hustlers of the world, there is one Mark you ca...
Americans have a special horror of giving up co...
And if you're doing a deal with a religious son...
Now what sort of man or woman or monster would ...
Dream long and dream hard enoughYou will come t...
The face of evil is always the face of total need.BocoMo memory: summer 95' -- myself &the gang u know who u r) decided to venture a midnite 'primitive camping' site near Devil's Icebox. We transversed cliffside paths with only moonlite. I had stumbled into a huge spiderweb and was covered in cobweb. After the sickining panic& fear was removed with most of the cobweb I sat down and with eyes closed say something similar to this image 'cept more of a mandala spiral. Whew memories...
In the dark, just as he was on the edge of sleep, his back began to crawl. He scratched abstractedly, then sat up in bed with a whispered curse...
He turned and looked at himself in the bathroom mirror... His chest was splotchy and red from scratching and rubbing. He rotated and peered over his shoulder at his back.
From shoulder to shoulder, and criss-crossing down his spine, faint pale lines just beneath the surface of his skin drew a crazy and unwelcome road map...
Or Spirited Away. Yeah Spirited Away. House Taken awAy. I go homeless soon. To the seven seas once again. Cept i cant swim. I get sea sick. Rather suck Ruby than lemon or lime rind. A river boy i'm destined to be. A huck finn...a Lame Sawyer. Cept the rivers are full of Pharmecuticals n' GLYPHOSATE. Corn Syrup PrioNs. Mad Corn Syrup disease. Oh yeah n' a lot of Feces. Swine, Bovine,Sapian..... A hungry ghost i'll always be.Washed in the blood of the lambs. I work in the name of Archangel GABRIEL. Fk Yahweh. Let jEsUs out of Hell. Eldest Son of the Seventh Son. 777 William Lincoln Schafer I am your SHEPHERD you shall not WANT. SHAEF. Supreme Headquarters of the ALLied Expeditionary. FORCE. MK-NAOMI. I am dead living. As if all work and no play. Made jack an undead zombie immune to cold or Shined Ones.
But if the particles are entangled, then this measurement also determines the state of the other particle — even if they have become separated by a vast distance. The effect of the measurement is transmitted instantaneously to the other particle, through what Albert Einstein sceptically called 'spooky action at a distance'.
n a dark time, the eye begins to see,
I meet my shadow in the deepening shade;
I hear my echo in the echoing wood--
A lord of nature weeping to a tree.
I live between the heron and the wren,
Beasts of the hill and serpents of the den.
Theodore Roethke
Weird as it is, quantum entanglement is real — and could be useful. In a technique called quantum cryptography
Now I know I'm not alone! Damn the health care system run around that I've suffered under in hopelessness and fear. Nonetheless, I've continued to fight the good fight, tried to be rational when faced with daily inexplicable phenomena that defy logic and commen sense! I've suffered relationship difficulties with friends,loved ones, families. Thank God for Facebook and crowd sourcing. A few individuals, bless them eternal, have had the empathy to hear my woes and strange symptoms. I'm not alone in this all. This f*#king m#@$±f#@*er suffering does have a name.
Microquasars
Microquasars, or radio-emitting X-ray binaries, can be considered to be smaller analogs of quasars (see definitions in the glossary). Like quasars, microquasars generally have a pair of radio jets emitting from the poles of an accretion disk around a compact object. But for a quasar, the central object is a supermassive black hole of millions of solar masses, whereas for a microquasar, the compact object is a black hole or a neutron star of only a few solar masses. This smaller size has an important effect: evolution timescales are much shorter for microquasars than they are for quasars. The shortened timescale plus microquasars' comparative nearness to us (inside our galaxy) make them excellent laboratories for learning about quasars.
SS433
The first microquasar discovered is also one of the most unusual ones yet observed. SS433 consists of a black hole and a companion star orbiting each other with a period of 13.1 days. In addition, SS433 exhibits relativistic jets which are expelled at ~26% of the speed of light and precess around an axis once every 162 days, tracing out a corkscrew pattern in the process. It is housed in the center of the supernova remnant W50 (see Figure 2).
Figure 2: The top image shows radio nebula W50, and the bottom image shows the precessing jets (with corkscrew pattern indicated) of microquasar SS433 which lies in the center of it. Credit: Migliari et al. (2002)
The Problem
It is generally agreed that SS433 must interact with the nebula W50. One would expect a typical supernova remnant to expand spherically, whereas W50 is greatly elongated along the precession axis of SS433′s jets — suggesting that the jets are distorting the remnant's shell. But given that the jets are oriented at an angle of 21° relative to the precession axis, why do we see distortion of the shell directly along the axis? Wouldn't we instead expect distortion at 21° above and below the axis (at points in Figure 3)? The authors argue that a related question is: have the jets of SS433 always behaved as they currently do?
Methods
The authors' approach to answering these questions was to analyze the proper motions of radio filaments within the W50 nebula using VLA data spanning 12 years. They chose the ten brightest filaments in the images (shown in Figure 3) and tracked their motion over the 12 years, determining the filaments' proper motion to within their velocity resolution of .
Figure 3: Filament positions overlaid on a contour map of W50. The points P_A - P_D indicate the locations where SS433's current jet configuration would penetrate the W50 nebula. (Figure 2 in the paper)
Results
To within their velocity r
I have Magullens Disease. I have been suffering DAILY for 4 years.
If he recites next to nothing
but follows the Dhamma
in line with the Dhamma;
abandoning passion,
aversion, delusion;
alert,
his mind well-released,
not clinging
either here or hereafter:
he has his share in the contemplative life1. Introduction: Or Spirited Away. Yeah Spirited Away. House Taken awAy. I go homeless soon. To the seven seas once again. Cept i cant swim. I get sea sick. Rather suck Ruby than lemon or lime rind. A river boy i'm destined to be. A huck finn...a Lame Sawyer. Cept the rivers are full of Pharmecuticals n' GLYPHOSATE. Corn Syrup PrioNs. Mad Corn Syrup disease. Oh yeah n' a lot of Feces. Swine, Bovine,Sapian..... A hungry ghost i'll always be.Washed in the blood of the lambs. I work in the name of Archangel GABRIEL. Fk Yahweh. Let jEsUs out of Hell. Eldest Son of the Seventh Son. 777 William Lincoln Schafer I am your SHEPHERD you shall not WANT. SHAEF. Supreme Headquarters of the ALLied Expeditionary. FORCE. MK-NAOMI. I am dead living. As if all work and no play. Made jack an undead zombie immune to cold or Shined Ones.
If he recites next to nothing
but follows the Dhamma
in line with the Dhamma;
abandoning passion,
aversion, delusion;
alert,
his mind well-released,
not clinging
either here or hereafter:
he has his share in the contemplative life89 5493038196 4428810975 6659334461 2847564823 3786783165 2712019091 4564856692 3460348610 4543266482 1339360726 0249141273 7245870066 0631558817 4881520920 9628292540 9171536436 7892590360 0113305305 4882046652 1384146951 9415116094 3305727036 5759591953 0921861173 8193261179 3105118548 0"Consciousness is the stone that creates the waves in a sea of nothing"-Richard Gerber
God Particle Signal Simulated as Sound
Music Sound of the Spheres
Simulated sounds to be made by sub-atomic particles such as the Higgs boson scientific data converted into sounds via Sonification which surprisingly produces a binaural beat frequency of 4.6692744623799 6274956735 1885752724 8912279381 8301194912 9833673362 4406566430 8602139494 6395224737 1907021798 6094370277 0539217176 2931767523 8467481846 7669405132 0005681271 4526356082 7785771342 7577896091 7363717872 1468440901 2249534301 4654958537 1050792279 6892589235 4201995611 21290219608640344181 5981362977 4771309960 taught music in public school, a thousand private lessons upon a dozen different instruments, conducted the oasis older adult band,3 music degrees: perfomance from mizzou, education certified k-12 from umsl, music therapy board certified, mt-bc from maryville. worked for 5 years as a clinical professional at Barnes Jewish Hospital psychiatric services adult inpatient ward. pioneered mp3 headset interventions for pts, got sick from Morgellons. divorced. job declared me not fit dor duty. dying. lolshoot about me? where to start?? classically trained kontrabassist under the late henry loew principal bassist of the st. louis symphony. street trained tenor saxophonist; composed 60+ jazz charts. made a fortune busking outside of the old busch stadium (when people actually had cash and change not debit cards lol) taught music in public school, a thousand private lessons upon a dozen different instruments, conducted the oasis older adult band,3 music degrees: perfomance from mizzou, education certified k-12 from umsl, music therapy board certified, mt-bc from maryville. worked for 5 years as a clinical professional at Barnes Jewish Hospital psychiatric services adult inpatient ward. pioneered mp3 headset interventions for pts, got sick from Morgellons. divorced. job declared me not fit dor duty. dying. lol"It was a Sunday morning when I knocked on William S Burroughs door in the suburbs of Lawrence Kansas he said why do you want and I said I was here to pay on the edge pay homage homage to you just as you get in Berg and Carol acted with saline Ginsberg caraway rack caraway Iraq Cadillac Cadillac on the road Kerouac you let me use a, I didn't I sat on a slower and we talked about Creve Coeur lake he was surprised it was there I have to miss you like crazy cat he said no I like Rex Morgan MD very realistic I saw on his drawer a curved blade of Middle East origin 4 North Africans could I take a photo of you and he said no he sprung up out of his wheelchair and rummage through his drawers and pulled out a postcard of Allen Ginsberg's photograph of him go in title to the song Unchained years and years changes Tanger dangers Africa he signed it all best William Lincoln Shaffer and then he wrote William S burroughs I talk to him about Genesis p-orridge I asked him about doctor fingers safer safer lobotomy kids is not safe at all but he said as an associate is long gone I asked him about Gravity's Rainbow G seemed uh I did it in like that state is it all no no no no Gravity's Rainbow pension no no no no he has a lot of cats and they were wonderfully uh playing with each other I excuse myself because I didn't want to be a burden on his Sunday afternoon and as I was leaving he said my Casa su casa come back in time and then he died 1 year later passed away a year after I visited him just as I visited my grandpa's brother see so Sanderson better to true a division and World War 2 I met him a couple days before he died Seasol Sanderson"Zip- Pow the brick of mouse Ignatz' wrath upon the receptive bean of Krazy Kats noggin'..... where is officer Pupp? Absolutely i can get u BZ. I can get u apo-33. I just recorded with tom Moyes son. I call em jet bennie. I remixed ryoji ikeda with brian eno with my prayer spoken word for amerika. I remix burroughs, available through the wretched reverberation site. Moving to soundcloud out of simplicity. I am without wifi but i could dig up links dropbox and hyperlinks. Would love to promote my old friend stephen bayley i played with him in the 80's (!!!!) The Exit folk band he know makes exceptional music out of portland under the band name 'city squirrel' (look him up via utube i love the song 'comfort') joe! I have been guaranteed a publishing contract!!! I have an agent!!!! For what ever the fuck i want to write!!!!!!!(Wtf) Will be published through temple press. Can u send me short paragraphs of hyperclown hacker lingo even if it is total jive as i intend a main theme to be hacking and bibliotequing of information, getting in trouble through knowing too much theme. Laughing it off like joker. U know U know. It would be an honor to create your own pseudonyms for yourself as i would only hit the tip of the iceberg. Think of yourself as 3-11 characters including your brother wife son and mistress. I need to pump out a metanovel
777
"In the hope that some of you will carry these experiments further and come up with something new." William S. Burroughs @jazzresin @melayela #zzaj"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." — Marilyn Monroe shoot about me? where to start??Incident X (X) caused a directional anomily towards: Incident Y (Y) creating an Abcess (Z). The crossover thus propagated into a field array matrix(Fm) in which the global scalp Ogestalt (Og) was then inclined to shift in two+ possible directions. Since the matrix was not static and in perpetual movement (Fx) quantum follicle growth and decay caused overall traumatic Event (WLS) upsetting every hair follicle and creating numerous other Incedents. Of course... pre factor scar (Otv) combined with neckstrap directional field array (Fsx) applied over 20+ years of saxophone playing (Sx)unwashed straps, porkpie hats, heat exhaustion, air pressure upon subdermal Og, contortion of neck, opening of throat, etc. need to be factored. Not nearly the end is the subquantum psych issues: A near-death vision of a singular werewolf (Pq) as a prophetic intervention. . . I am dying but will continue till I die no more. classically trained kontrabassist under the late henry loew principal bassist of the st. louis symphony. street trained tenor saxophonist; composed 60+ jazz charts. made a fortune busking outside of the old busch stadium (when people actually had cash and change not debit cards lol)3.1415926535 8979323846 2643383279 5028841971 6939937510 5820974944 5923078164 0628620899 8628034825 3421170679 8214808651 3282306647 0938446095 5058223172 5359408128 4811174502 8410270193 852110555964462294Number seven is Sekhu, the Remains.
much jazza back at you. Have you been able to leap the nuclear desert? From quark to Neutron star. Yeah baby. Now you know... We know not a thing! nothing out there. including us!! but, lex baby mela huntar crazy incomprehensible strangelets jive wiggle and fall to the sound of jazzlike scrawls and histronics. A and voracious dark matter feeds off their 'oh so precious' feedback of us jazzlike improving. Our bebop stranget dewdrop whims. They feed off it... simple innocents quircks of the windblowers divits and thought that feedbacks they feed oFf the feedbacks squall and in doing so tha other side's version of life is regurgitated nurtured in mirror anti horror land logic.. We're alone. Jazzresin lex mela huntar both Sr. Jr.and the III. But you Alexander Wesley Holloway Melise and yourself along with William Lincoln Schafer and me we can dig cause its no difference to the studied musician of frequency high and low. Right? It is as it is and always willbe/hasbeen. To be or not to be was the ANSWER not the question. You of all strangelets, you shine a singularity light unique in both voudou physics and jive ass jazz. you my microquasar law breaker full-lackhole darkatter kind credentials. You my ninja nwrd Niger river Kaw asia ninjitsu, you play a song of both sides of the universe. One of the many reasons I love you admire you and call you hero. Gestalt my friend Gestalt Aleph to you always and fornever. Ill jazzresin cypher sephiroth."Simplicity is the final achievement. After one has played a vast quantity of notes and more notes, it is simplicity that emerges as the crowning reward of art."
-ChopinThe way to kill a man or a nation is to cut off...
The aim of education is the knowledge, not of f...
How I hate those who are dedicated to producing...
Your knowledge of what is going on can only be ...
In deep sadness there is no place for sentiment...
Hustlers of the world, there is one Mark you ca...
Americans have a special horror of giving up co...
And if you're doing a deal with a religious son...
Now what sort of man or woman or monster would ...
Dream long and dream hard enoughYou will come t...
The face of evil is always the face of total need.BocoMo memory: summer 95' -- myself &the gang u know who u r) decided to venture a midnite 'primitive camping' site near Devil's Icebox. We transversed cliffside paths with only moonlite. I had stumbled into a huge spiderweb and was covered in cobweb. After the sickining panic& fear was removed with most of the cobweb I sat down and with eyes closed say something similar to this image 'cept more of a mandala spiral. Whew memories...
much jazza back at you. Have you been able to leap the nuclear desert? From quark to Neutron star. Yeah baby. Now you know... We know not a thing! nothing out there. including us!! but, lex baby mela huntar crazy incomprehensible strangelets jive wiggle and fall to the sound of jazzlike scrawls and histronics. A and voracious dark matter feeds off their 'oh so precious' feedback of us jazzlike improving. Our bebop stranget dewdrop whims. They feed off it... simple innocents quircks of the windblowers divits and thought that feedbacks they feed oFf the feedbacks squall and in doing so tha other side's version of life is regurgitated nurtured in mirror anti horror land logic.. We're alone. Jazzresin lex mela huntar both Sr. Jr.and the III. But you Alexander Wesley Holloway Melise and yourself along with William Lincoln Schafer and me we can dig cause its no difference to the studied musician of frequency high and low. Right? It is as it is and always willbe/hasbeen. To be or not to be was the ANSWER not the question. You of all strangelets, you shine a singularity light unique in both voudou physics and jive ass jazz. you my microquasar law breaker full-lackhole darkatter kind credentials. You my ninja nwrd Niger river Kaw asia ninjitsu, you play a song of both sides of the universe. One of the many reasons I love you admire you and call you hero. Gestalt my friend Gestalt Aleph to you always and fornever. Ill jazzresin cypher sephiroth."Simplicity is the final achievement. After one has played a vast quantity of notes and more notes, it is simplicity that emerges as the crowning reward of art."
-ChopinThe way to kill a man or a nation is to cut off...
The aim of education is the knowledge, not of f...
How I hate those who are dedicated to producing...
Your knowledge of what is going on can only be ...
In deep sadness there is no place for sentiment...
Hustlers of the world, there is one Mark you ca...
Americans have a special horror of giving up co...
And if you're doing a deal with a religious son...
Now what sort of man or woman or monster would ...
Dream long and dream hard enoughYou will come t...
The face of evil is always the face of total need.BocoMo memory: summer 95' -- myself &the gang u know who u r) decided to venture a midnite 'primitive camping' site near Devil's Icebox. We transversed cliffside paths with only moonlite. I had stumbled into a huge spiderweb and was covered in cobweb. After the sickining panic& fear was removed with most of the cobweb I sat down and with eyes closed say something similar to this image 'cept more of a mandala spiral. Whew memories...
In the dark, just as he was on the edge of sleep, his back began to crawl. He scratched abstractedly, then sat up in bed with a whispered curse...
He turned and looked at himself in the bathroom mirror... His chest was splotchy and red from scratching and rubbing. He rotated and peered over his shoulder at his back.
From shoulder to shoulder, and criss-crossing down his spine, faint pale lines just beneath the surface of his skin drew a crazy and unwelcome road map...
Or Spirited Away. Yeah Spirited Away. House Taken awAy. I go homeless soon. To the seven seas once again. Cept i cant swim. I get sea sick. Rather suck Ruby than lemon or lime rind. A river boy i'm destined to be. A huck finn...a Lame Sawyer. Cept the rivers are full of Pharmecuticals n' GLYPHOSATE. Corn Syrup PrioNs. Mad Corn Syrup disease. Oh yeah n' a lot of Feces. Swine, Bovine,Sapian..... A hungry ghost i'll always be.Washed in the blood of the lambs. I work in the name of Archangel GABRIEL. Fk Yahweh. Let jEsUs out of Hell. Eldest Son of the Seventh Son. 777 William Lincoln Schafer I am your SHEPHERD you shall not WANT. SHAEF. Supreme Headquarters of the ALLied Expeditionary. FORCE. MK-NAOMI. I am dead living. As if all work and no play. Made jack an undead zombie immune to cold or Shined Ones.
But if the particles are entangled, then this measurement also determines the state of the other particle — even if they have become separated by a vast distance. The effect of the measurement is transmitted instantaneously to the other particle, through what Albert Einstein sceptically called 'spooky action at a distance'.
n a dark time, the eye begins to see,
I meet my shadow in the deepening shade;
I hear my echo in the echoing wood--
A lord of nature weeping to a tree.
I live between the heron and the wren,
Beasts of the hill and serpents of the den.
Theodore Roethke
Weird as it is, quantum entanglement is real — and could be useful. In a technique called quantum cryptography
Now I know I'm not alone! Damn the health care system run around that I've suffered under in hopelessness and fear. Nonetheless, I've continued to fight the good fight, tried to be rational when faced with daily inexplicable phenomena that defy logic and commen sense! I've suffered relationship difficulties with friends,loved ones, families. Thank God for Facebook and crowd sourcing. A few individuals, bless them eternal, have had the empathy to hear my woes and strange symptoms. I'm not alone in this all. This f*#king m#@$±f#@*er suffering does have a name.
Microquasars
Microquasars, or radio-emitting X-ray binaries, can be considered to be smaller analogs of quasars (see definitions in the glossary). Like quasars, microquasars generally have a pair of radio jets emitting from the poles of an accretion disk around a compact object. But for a quasar, the central object is a supermassive black hole of millions of solar masses, whereas for a microquasar, the compact object is a black hole or a neutron star of only a few solar masses. This smaller size has an important effect: evolution timescales are much shorter for microquasars than they are for quasars. The shortened timescale plus microquasars' comparative nearness to us (inside our galaxy) make them excellent laboratories for learning about quasars.
SS433
The first microquasar discovered is also one of the most unusual ones yet observed. SS433 consists of a black hole and a companion star orbiting each other with a period of 13.1 days. In addition, SS433 exhibits relativistic jets which are expelled at ~26% of the speed of light and precess around an axis once every 162 days, tracing out a corkscrew pattern in the process. It is housed in the center of the supernova remnant W50 (see Figure 2).
Figure 2: The top image shows radio nebula W50, and the bottom image shows the precessing jets (with corkscrew pattern indicated) of microquasar SS433 which lies in the center of it. Credit: Migliari et al. (2002)
The Problem
It is generally agreed that SS433 must interact with the nebula W50. One would expect a typical supernova remnant to expand spherically, whereas W50 is greatly elongated along the precession axis of SS433′s jets — suggesting that the jets are distorting the remnant's shell. But given that the jets are oriented at an angle of 21° relative to the precession axis, why do we see distortion of the shell directly along the axis? Wouldn't we instead expect distortion at 21° above and below the axis (at points in Figure 3)? The authors argue that a related question is: have the jets of SS433 always behaved as they currently do?
Methods
The authors' approach to answering these questions was to analyze the proper motions of radio filaments within the W50 nebula using VLA data spanning 12 years. They chose the ten brightest filaments in the images (shown in Figure 3) and tracked their motion over the 12 years, determining the filaments' proper motion to within their velocity resolution of .
Figure 3: Filament positions overlaid on a contour map of W50. The points P_A - P_D indicate the locations where SS433's current jet configuration would penetrate the W50 nebula. (Figure 2 in the paper)
Results
To within their velocity r
I have Magullens Disease. I have been suffering DAILY for 4 years.
If he recites next to nothing
but follows the Dhamma
in line with the Dhamma;
abandoning passion,
aversion, delusion;
alert,
his mind well-released,
not clinging
either here or hereafter:
he has his share in the contemplative life1. Introduction: Or Spirited Away. Yeah Spirited Away. House Taken awAy. I go homeless soon. To the seven seas once again. Cept i cant swim. I get sea sick. Rather suck Ruby than lemon or lime rind. A river boy i'm destined to be. A huck finn...a Lame Sawyer. Cept the rivers are full of Pharmecuticals n' GLYPHOSATE. Corn Syrup PrioNs. Mad Corn Syrup disease. Oh yeah n' a lot of Feces. Swine, Bovine,Sapian..... A hungry ghost i'll always be.Washed in the blood of the lambs. I work in the name of Archangel GABRIEL. Fk Yahweh. Let jEsUs out of Hell. Eldest Son of the Seventh Son. 777 William Lincoln Schafer I am your SHEPHERD you shall not WANT. SHAEF. Supreme Headquarters of the ALLied Expeditionary. FORCE. MK-NAOMI. I am dead living. As if all work and no play. Made jack an undead zombie immune to cold or Shined Ones.
If he recites next to nothing
but follows the Dhamma
in line with the Dhamma;
abandoning passion,
aversion, delusion;
alert,
his mind well-released,
not clinging
either here or hereafter:
he has his share in the contemplative life89 5493038196 4428810975 6659334461 2847564823 3786783165 2712019091 4564856692 3460348610 4543266482 1339360726 0249141273 7245870066 0631558817 4881520920 9628292540 9171536436 7892590360 0113305305 4882046652 1384146951 9415116094 3305727036 5759591953 0921861173 8193261179 3105118548 0"Consciousness is the stone that creates the waves in a sea of nothing"-Richard Gerber
God Particle Signal Simulated as Sound
Music Sound of the Spheres
Simulated sounds to be made by sub-atomic particles such as the Higgs boson scientific data converted into sounds via Sonification which surprisingly produces a binaural beat frequency of 4.6692744623799 6274956735 1885752724 8912279381 8301194912 9833673362 4406566430 8602139494 6395224737 1907021798 6094370277 0539217176 2931767523 8467481846 7669405132 0005681271 4526356082 7785771342 7577896091 7363717872 1468440901 2249534301 4654958537 1050792279 6892589235 4201995611 21290219608640344181 5981362977 4771309960 taught music in public school, a thousand private lessons upon a dozen different instruments, conducted the oasis older adult band,3 music degrees: perfomance from mizzou, education certified k-12 from umsl, music therapy board certified, mt-bc from maryville. worked for 5 years as a clinical professional at Barnes Jewish Hospital psychiatric services adult inpatient ward. pioneered mp3 headset interventions for pts, got sick from Morgellons. divorced. job declared me not fit dor duty. dying. lolshoot about me? where to start?? classically trained kontrabassist under the late henry loew principal bassist of the st. louis symphony. street trained tenor saxophonist; composed 60+ jazz charts. made a fortune busking outside of the old busch stadium (when people actually had cash and change not debit cards lol) taught music in public school, a thousand private lessons upon a dozen different instruments, conducted the oasis older adult band,3 music degrees: perfomance from mizzou, education certified k-12 from umsl, music therapy board certified, mt-bc from maryville. worked for 5 years as a clinical professional at Barnes Jewish Hospital psychiatric services adult inpatient ward. pioneered mp3 headset interventions for pts, got sick from Morgellons. divorced. job declared me not fit dor duty. dying. lol"It was a Sunday morning when I knocked on William S Burroughs door in the suburbs of Lawrence Kansas he said why do you want and I said I was here to pay on the edge pay homage homage to you just as you get in Berg and Carol acted with saline Ginsberg caraway rack caraway Iraq Cadillac Cadillac on the road Kerouac you let me use a, I didn't I sat on a slower and we talked about Creve Coeur lake he was surprised it was there I have to miss you like crazy cat he said no I like Rex Morgan MD very realistic I saw on his drawer a curved blade of Middle East origin 4 North Africans could I take a photo of you and he said no he sprung up out of his wheelchair and rummage through his drawers and pulled out a postcard of Allen Ginsberg's photograph of him go in title to the song Unchained years and years changes Tanger dangers Africa he signed it all best William Lincoln Shaffer and then he wrote William S burroughs I talk to him about Genesis p-orridge I asked him about doctor fingers safer safer lobotomy kids is not safe at all but he said as an associate is long gone I asked him about Gravity's Rainbow G seemed uh I did it in like that state is it all no no no no Gravity's Rainbow pension no no no no he has a lot of cats and they were wonderfully uh playing with each other I excuse myself because I didn't want to be a burden on his Sunday afternoon and as I was leaving he said my Casa su casa come back in time and then he died 1 year later passed away a year after I visited him just as I visited my grandpa's brother see so Sanderson better to true a division and World War 2 I met him a couple days before he died Seasol Sanderson"Zip- Pow the brick of mouse Ignatz' wrath upon the receptive bean of Krazy Kats noggin'..... where is officer Pupp? Absolutely i can get u BZ. I can get u apo-33. I just recorded with tom Moyes son. I call em jet bennie. I remixed ryoji ikeda with brian eno with my prayer spoken word for amerika. I remix burroughs, available through the wretched reverberation site. Moving to soundcloud out of simplicity. I am without wifi but i could dig up links dropbox and hyperlinks. Would love to promote my old friend stephen bayley i played with him in the 80's (!!!!) The Exit folk band he know makes exceptional music out of portland under the band name 'city squirrel' (look him up via utube i love the song 'comfort') joe! I have been guaranteed a publishing contract!!! I have an agent!!!! For what ever the fuck i want to write!!!!!!!(Wtf) Will be published through temple press. Can u send me short paragraphs of hyperclown hacker lingo even if it is total jive as i intend a main theme to be hacking and bibliotequing of information, getting in trouble through knowing too much theme. Laughing it off like joker. U know U know. It would be an honor to create your own pseudonyms for yourself as i would only hit the tip of the iceberg. Think of yourself as 3-11 characters including your brother wife son and mistress. I need to pump out a metanovel
777
Tuesday, May 21, 2013
DdddS
In my parents prison cell awaiting trial and judgement. 'Therapy and psychiatrist' awaits me tomorrow. Payin' death money to 'cobra' i'm sure to be humiliated with THEIR lack of knowledge of morgellons (boralleis dermopathy) lyme disease...this is all in my head. I'm already sure they will prescribe anti-psychotics. Sick sick sick 666.....wheels. Get me out of here.
777
777
Friday, May 17, 2013
Stl
The new North St. Louis Bridge is looking more and more fantastic by the day!! I use to urban archaeology spots now part of the bridges connection to land so i have been intrigued by the hope it brings to the revitalization of near north STL. I pray and pray they LED light the majestic bridge like Tokyo!! It would only be fitting since Luminaire casino already flashes continually! Love STL. Lived in majestic 1300 s. 10th for 9 years but alas it is for sale... I am working on trying to forgive the Maryland Heights/West County i have had to endure as of late. until i can expatriate to Canada i am under their judgement. :'(
777
777
Sioome
Hi lovely one! Good to be formal friends not just badoo dreams. I've finally escaped MarylandHeights STL and am in columbia, mo. I am rather disheveled with shell shock of my recent trials and tribulations. One good thing came about. I have a publishing agreement contracted with Temple University Press out of Florida. I have artistic freedom though with a 4th perspective editor. I can forsee 500-2000 hardbacks will be printed. I agreed upon no money but they said we'll see. I replied money on my third book then if there is one. I'm just excited to have a pinky toe within the exulted corridors of literature
777
777
Tri
ternyata berlnjut gni sakitnya :(
Ya Allah beri kesembuhan untuk ku :'(
urns berlnjut gni pain: ( O God give healing to me: '(
777
Ya Allah beri kesembuhan untuk ku :'(
urns berlnjut gni pain: ( O God give healing to me: '(
777
Facebook newsfeed post by: Tri Wulandari
Tri Wulandari wrote:
0k lanjut ....
Tugas sudah menanti :(
Semagat semangat :)
0k more .... The task is waiting: ( Semagat spirit :)
777
0k lanjut ....
Tugas sudah menanti :(
Semagat semangat :)
0k more .... The task is waiting: ( Semagat spirit :)
777
Thursday, May 16, 2013
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Joseph Freeman wrote:
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Yes Jeff!!!! That was indeed one of the epic moments peak experiences of our shared collective mind. I have read that My Bloody Valentine had exceeded the previous world record for loudest rock show held by the WHO in 73. Thank god that the bodies ear protects itself from damage to loud noise through decompressing air pressure and the tiny ear bone ossicles (the ear has bones how cool) twist and contort. Real damage to the tiny hair sensors occur when the ear does not have time to adjust. i.e. shell shock.
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M josh. I want to include you in a novel. It would be an honor to have you contribute your alias character name. Several would be good as time changes. I remember us well in front of Conducter Wealthington. His wisdom of music drama and leadership are a part of me. U were one of the serious musicians. Focused and open! So introverted!!! I do remember an extroverted moment of JOY when you shared Radioheads KID A before a band rehearsal. Ausgesichnet!!! A friend (look him up) X alexander wesley holloway melise. Had spread rumors a few years before that that i had been touring with radiohead. Lol... So it was a suprise to me to hear so many horns within radioheads recording.
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I failed at Basic but sped red assembly language. Hacked. Traded floppy disks with a young Notorius B.I.G. Then got in trouble when Brian V--N messed up a long distance procedure (he also fukt up apple manor's 18computer linked BBS by turning on the lights which was the sysop's KILL switch!!!! Lol) ended up costing his parents 1989 90$ phoyne call and that was the end. I stopped hacking cause i went to college. I played simcity and civ but saw how the mush and Mudd was stealing students souls and instead learned myself a wicked saxophone §TŸ//. It wasnt till 1999 that i got back into serious 'computing' through a 60$ forest park community college HTML programming summer school course. Then it was 'zoom zoom zappa' learned to git what ever the hell i wanted reel quik. Willman's comp lab stUdent work lackey my entire time @UMSL. Joe Freeman (look em up via my friends was my comp guru as he was bankin buku through his uberhackercompprogrammerdesignerimplementerdomainnameserverallofitallofit knowledge. Budweiser Nascar contracted never wore suit or tie long hair rocknroller patsajakassassin creator. Me i rode coattails. Lol.
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Early innocence of love! A magical bike accident proffering my first --- . (I was racing down to see you!!!) And of course the allure of Goth because the 80's were a terrible time to be a teenager and goth somehow was the dark painful salve to sensitive hurt sensates psyionic people like me and you who are kind and try to do good. :)
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I lived @ 1300 s. 10th street for nearly a decade. I loved living there like you wouldn't believe. it is a crown jewel scuffed up a bit. It is for sale to my dismay. I won the house in divorce settlement but ex-wife wouldnt relenquish the mortgage info?!? I went through 3 fmla's then went through numerous fit-for-duty unpaid leave. I am now under the umbrella of BJH's long term disability and soon to have to apply Cobra(??!?) Health care payments. Anyways i couldnt afford a mortgage so she strong armed me into signing a document notorized to relenquish decision making to her in order to sell the house. It was my castle. A Chateau 3 story painted lady nestled in the bosom of the city. It is for sale! Breaks my heart. Awesome photo ops!!! 10th street is a pedestrian street so best to go park then north on Ninth then left on Morrison. Last house on the left of the cul-de-sac!
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Tolkien's metaphoric layers are cruel and encrypted deep. I tarentella dance spiderbite bix beiderbacke in my 6th year of tick bourne vector illness. The spirochette dizzy variations of Lyme disease possibly tampered with MK/NAOMI human knockout agent. Tick paralysis fractals catch 22's spiral out of control dance ill bo fro do bill oh no victimized into the holy roll of schlemehl stupid star serindipity; synchronized into one SOLIPTIC NIGHTMARE......if it entertains the all highest then 'hum' may i complete my spiritual task. I fuck up from moment to moment; event to event..day week month year soon a decade. Get me on that boat to the western lands Yaw waY i call out your name.
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Bat chain puller remix
Perfectly placed his magic knowledge a rare remix relenquised blessed weasel dweezil the 1001 time was heard with new ears for my parched thirsty ears. Gold to sawdust back to gold again. Aware of the implications of traveling time to send love in a circumference far. For the heads. For those that DID listen deep ritual repeatedly. I heard this for the first time on my 1001 thick time his intent with his magic band. An artist of caliber as GYSIN or CALDER, rich bitch royal ears i share!! Thank you don, and his rearranged youthupstarts. And to Zappa Dweezil for making this magic still exist in a world lacking soul spirit hoodoo voudou beatnik dada freedom vision childlike innocence with ghostly ancestor wisdom. BEEFHEART like tyrone slothrop played the role of holy fool fuckup freedom fighter. HUM!!! He completed his spiritual task!!! May we all find freedom from his courage to walk outside the 4/4 and yet still be true to the beat! Om mani padme hum don van vliet!
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Sunday, May 12, 2013
Jhhjd
I wrote a song tonite outsida vintage vinyl. S'bout when 20 guns drawn upon a saxophone player blue. I blow sax. I blew it???? What did i do???? Ill with morgellons....nova police gonna nail me to the cross for crimes against time travel. Fkt. I shake with shot nerves. Next time i'll make a fuss and have them rat-a-tat me. C'est la vie. It would be an interesting death. Shall i do it again??? Look at me i'm blowing up. Ka-blu-ee. Kilroy was here. I'm a ghost of my former self. Dint even know i'm honor roll of stl sax players. It's an honor just to be in the same space as dave stone!!! Life can fuk u up. Morgellons can fuk u up more than life. I'm fukt fuckt. When i get to hell. I'll be workin as charon. Comin or goin?? Never know. Keep goin'
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Saturday, May 11, 2013
MARYLAND HEIGHTS • Did William Schafer claim to have a bomb? Or is Schafer, himself, the bomb?
I'm in pieces. Destroyed. Shattered. All tears. No hope. Decimated.
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Friday, May 10, 2013
LD or Lyme borreliosis as it is sometimes called, is borreliosis in the strictest sense. The dermatology profession now has to consider that in the same manner, the more correct terminology for MD would be 'borrelial dermatitis'. 'Spirochetal dermatitis' could be considered as a suitable term but in the authors opinion is not specific enough as the pathogens appear to specifically belong to members of the genus Borrelia.
Discussion
Borrelial dermatitis or MD is characterized by the progressive onset of skin irritation due to epidermal formation of filaments known to be keratin or collagen4 in nature and arising from the base of the epidermis and can arise from a disrupted hair follicle as demonstrated in Figure 9. Filaments are typically 5–50 microns in diameter. Extrusion through skin and entrapment under the skin leads to pruritus, formication, other tactile disturbances and subsequent skin damage, both internal and external, which at the extreme can manifest as large chronic ulcerations. The clinical appearance of skin can range from an eczema-like appearance through to that of nodular prurigo. Mucosal surfaces may similarly be affected and nail dystrophy may be present. Evidence of multi systemic LD (borreliosis) can be found. Spirochetal presence can be demonstrated and borrelial infection implicated5. Although it is not the authors' belief that MD is primarily a psychotic disorder, it is evident that psychiatric comorbidity is often present in this patient group. Whether this is due to a pre-existing psychiatric diagnosis or one which develops such as acute stress reaction, adjustment disorder or post-traumatic stress disorder during the course of emerging MD symptoms and subsequent attempts at treatment, it is important to recognize psychiatric comorbidity. Timely identification and efficacious treatment of psychiatric symptoms can improve overall psychological well-being, possibly reduce the chance that patients avail themselves of dangerous and idiosyncratic treatments for MD symptoms, increase rapport and follow up with physicians in multiple specialities, and preserve the dignity and respect which is due to the patient. Hylwa and co-authors reported a significant load of psychiatric burden in a study of Mayo clinic patients with "delusional infestation" but psychiatric delusional conditions were not reported44. We argue that Morgellons disease, a disorder by and large dismissed by the profession as delusions of parasitosis, in particular by dermatologists and primary care physicians, and supposedly highly vectored by internet transmission should now be called borrelial dermatitis within the profession and acknowledged as a presentation of a multisystem infective disease (LD) and treated appropriately as such35. Research needs to be directed at identifying the fundamental flaw in filament production at the cellular level, which may involve RNA/DNA dysfunction, in the hope of addressing further treatment.
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Auugh
sent a message to a Dr there where you are...of course they haven't message back... Jerks!
It looked to be a dermatologist that also treated Lyme disease...I should not have mentioned the M word maybe in my message...I will send you the link.
Maybe you can have better luck with them.
read this...and maybe call them.
I would not mention M...
http://www.stlderm.com/library/4235/LymeDisease.html
Dont mention M. Ok i will get on it. I'm scared. I'm sick. My lesions on the back and back neck have improved dramatically but have 'set up shop' in my neck and lymph nodes of the throat. The lesions on my legs have been there for many many years and dont bother me. I do believe that the element is deep under my flesh closer to the spinal cord and vertabrae. Obviosly no chance of a dermal like removal of that presecense. The black speck coiled element in the the F1000r article seemed very familiar. I have removed large clumps of 'dreadlock' looking material. Tina....the variety and impossible amount of debris is beyond comprehension. You may understand. One does doubt their own sanity after 6 years of daily warfare with 'etwas anderes' the something other that cant be classified. It becomes quite sci-fi horror story like. I have hundreds of slides. But after a while i would just put them in ltlle plastic bags. I never did matchbox my doctors. But the horror of pulling out 2 inch fibers from a raw bald head is beyond reason......i just got out of jail. I may be psychotic. I am scared and beat down. Read my nightmare. bit.ly/11ZikZc
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It looked to be a dermatologist that also treated Lyme disease...I should not have mentioned the M word maybe in my message...I will send you the link.
Maybe you can have better luck with them.
read this...and maybe call them.
I would not mention M...
http://www.stlderm.com/library/4235/LymeDisease.html
Dont mention M. Ok i will get on it. I'm scared. I'm sick. My lesions on the back and back neck have improved dramatically but have 'set up shop' in my neck and lymph nodes of the throat. The lesions on my legs have been there for many many years and dont bother me. I do believe that the element is deep under my flesh closer to the spinal cord and vertabrae. Obviosly no chance of a dermal like removal of that presecense. The black speck coiled element in the the F1000r article seemed very familiar. I have removed large clumps of 'dreadlock' looking material. Tina....the variety and impossible amount of debris is beyond comprehension. You may understand. One does doubt their own sanity after 6 years of daily warfare with 'etwas anderes' the something other that cant be classified. It becomes quite sci-fi horror story like. I have hundreds of slides. But after a while i would just put them in ltlle plastic bags. I never did matchbox my doctors. But the horror of pulling out 2 inch fibers from a raw bald head is beyond reason......i just got out of jail. I may be psychotic. I am scared and beat down. Read my nightmare. bit.ly/11ZikZc
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Tweet from joelcurrier (@joelcurrier)
joelcurrier (@joelcurrier) tweeted at 5:26 p.m. Thu, May 9:
Sax player's bomb threat jazzes up lunchtime at Creve Coeur Park, police say: http://t.co/6dyyHp8RYh via @STLtoday (http://twitter.com/joelcurrier/status/332622530315681792)
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Sax player's bomb threat jazzes up lunchtime at Creve Coeur Park, police say: http://t.co/6dyyHp8RYh via @STLtoday (http://twitter.com/joelcurrier/status/332622530315681792)
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Wednesday, May 8, 2013
Chen
I'm getting alot of censored 'invalid null' on your shares Azad. You must be on to something touchy... William s. Burroughs(god bless him i paid homage to his gravesite the other day) said " if your a bit paranoid it probably means you know a thing or two.". So to the severe paranoid. Careful not to go mad. Take it all in. Everything is theoretical and very well may be quantum holographic. So by observing you may make it so?!?!? Pynchons proverbs for paranoids. Look it up. The one that bothers me the most? 'The smaller the creature-the greater the master!'
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Flirt
where's charleston mo. i'll be there in less than 4 hours if u say the word. i'm in hangtime with my work and have way too much time on my hands. i'm planting the cacti that i excavated from the rio grande basin on my last wanderlust. what do you do? how is it your single? your very attractive. i pray yer not lonely. if i'm too forward at least pen pals. i'll respond to any questions concerning the heart of a man and maybe u could help me understand women. i love women. i tend to make an embarassement out of myself. but i yam what i yam. check my private photos for some cute laughs. sure my libido's far out but its good to be liberated. and more at ease with one's sexuality/sensuality. honest the pleasure of the woman is often my goal. male orgasm is end game. lol. hollar back cute tha
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Sunday, May 5, 2013
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Yaw waY. Help us all. Om mani padme hum. It is as it is. 2bad for me n u. Yaw spelled backwards is waY. I die of morgellons. Was interviewed by the BBC and others at the 6th international conference of Morgellons scientific research conference last month in austin tx. Lyme disease spirochettes seem to be the lead direction but i believe it is more than that. MK/Naomi off the chain just as MK/ultra unleashed LSD. Tick bourne paralysis weapon. I adhere to the simple statement. 'The bodies inability to adapt to modern environmental stressors'
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