RE: Endless

Thqnx remember meta is as flexible and fast as slow time no deadline no serious as dead serious. Monsanto protest day is may 25th fitting as the son of the word Glyphosate itselfs birthday. Am I target. Rightfully so. Dead man watch the movie deadman. With johmny depp and crispin glover as oracle. I william blake counterfeit looking for nobody my indian guide to he western lands. I love you. I love you. I
There is so much hate in me. Sick.  I use to love. Now a strung bundle of hate fiber brain fog neurontin gabapentin by the handful....u r good!  Your goodness is a light in darkness.   I have no option ethically but to expatriate somewhere.

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On May 22, 2013 4:32 PM, "Hebblethwaite,Benjamin John" <hebble@ufl.edu> wrote:

Nice work. This one has some really interesting anecdotes. The Fucked Finn and bovine shit Mississippi riff in the earlier piece was krayzy. Do not forget the Monsanto connexion that genetically modifies us both...
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If you look up resonant frequencies mindless pleasures it is my lost letter deposiory. I usually send wordflow there.This is all random shuffle.. Plenty more Where does this  come from. Microquasar ss433(y'know a baby quasar has to decide upon nova or blackhole----or the uber painful state of becoming true quasar) in correlation to realization one is not alone in an unknown disease is a theme granted by all highest. The struggle of the struggle and the nightmare reiiteration of making sense out of it day after day; irrational numbers; just for the complexity of it all to grow more stern and unforgiving. I at the moment am  in severe pain and am bedridden. Begging the bacterial infection, (as that is what the current research of may 2013 suggests) to cut across the brain stem spinal cord with quickness...or a shot of morphine. Fuck. Each chapter can be a variation on a theme. I am in the same room as i as i..... Hey ben i love you. This is meta. It is such that the sheer willpower intent is more important than any actual surfaced product. It glimmers as the smallest light of hope. which is damn bright when you have none. As my editor i give you full creative right to reedit revision and work text anyway you see fit. My lies are usually play/play, but as most that know me, they are aware of an encoded dead seriousness in my jive. When i got assualted by n. Stl sugar pie, Dee dee's, adult sons i beckoned them on to strike me again. All cause i was accused of calling their mama a bitch and a grifter, which she probably was at that moment. Thanksgiving. I was alone. They had come back fat offa salvation army banquets and i hadnt eaten in days. Her son Kashawn nailed me under the right eye socket. I yelled, "Yeah!! Do it again! Kill a DEAD MAN" I picked up a hammer and slammed it into the counter. Kashawn's friend Jermaine  taking lead, clocked me again. Again I said, "alright Kill me Do it again. Kill this muthafuckin dead man already." Kashawn said, "you nigga are crazy" " smdh"  soon Dee Dee had intervened. Cops were called no charges pressed of course. My bell wrung i remember i was standing there naked i cant recall why. Perhaps naked before god primitive ritual.. They explained to the police that i hadnt taken my meds in a while, which was true. That was nov 2012. 'Bitch' needs to be deescalated in semantics. I can be a bitch. This day is a bitch. "Wot a bitch it is" lol. I had a vision. The chemtrails that poison us are by a multinational task force to stave off the alien intelligence from within. Vectors. The alien invasion has begun and it is so small they ride upon the backs of ticks. Once this vector goes bedbug we'll all catch hell. My anger is such that it would redeem me to see Boralies swallow populations whole. A slow 7 year death full of all your loved ones doubting your sanity. Saying this is somatic complaints. Criticizing u for being ill.catch 22'd to hell.  But through writing, i know i dont want others to go through the madness i wish to endure another moment.  Perhaps thats all this is for.
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From: "Hebblethwaite,Benjamin John" <hebble@ufl.edu>
Date: Wed, 22 May 2013 11:05:23
To: jazzresin@gmail.com<jazzresin@gmail.com>
Subject: RE: Fw:

Got it Bill, I will start working on it soon. Do you have Microsoft Word on your computer in case I need to edit in that context? Ben
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1. You may never get to touch the Master, but you can tickle his creatures.
2. The innocence of the creatures is in inverse proportion to the immorality of the Master.
3. If they can get you asking the wrong questions, they don't have to worry about answers.
4. You hide, they seek.
5. Paranoids are not paranoid because they're paranoid, but because they keep putting themselves, fucking idiots, deliberately into paranoid situations.

my western land name is silent birdsong. i was meditating above graham cave. the words flashed in my mind and immeadiately after a humming bird buzzed in front of me for 20 seconds. confirmation signified.
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"In the hope that some of you will carry these experiments further and come up with something new." William S. Burroughs @jazzresin @melayela #zzaj"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." — Marilyn Monroe shoot about me? where to start??Incident X (X) caused a directional anomily towards: Incident Y (Y) creating an Abcess (Z). The crossover thus propagated into a field array matrix(Fm) in which the global scalp Ogestalt (Og) was then inclined to shift in two+ possible directions. Since the matrix was not static and in perpetual movement (Fx) quantum follicle growth and decay caused overall traumatic Event (WLS) upsetting every hair follicle and creating numerous other Incedents. Of course... pre factor scar (Otv) combined with neckstrap directional field array (Fsx) applied over 20+ years of saxophone playing (Sx)unwashed straps, porkpie hats, heat exhaustion, air pressure upon subdermal Og, contortion of neck, opening of throat, etc. need to be factored. Not nearly the end is the subquantum psych issues: A near-death vision of a singular werewolf (Pq) as a prophetic intervention. . . I am dying but will continue till I die no more. classically trained kontrabassist under the late henry loew principal bassist of the st. louis symphony. street trained tenor saxophonist; composed 60+ jazz charts. made a fortune busking outside of the old busch stadium (when people actually had cash and change not debit cards lol)3.1415926535 8979323846 2643383279 5028841971 6939937510 5820974944 5923078164 0628620899 8628034825 3421170679 8214808651 3282306647 0938446095 5058223172 5359408128 4811174502 8410270193 852110555964462294Number seven is Sekhu, the Remains.
 much jazza back at you. Have you been able to leap the nuclear desert? From quark to Neutron star. Yeah baby. Now you know... We know not a thing! nothing out there. including us!!  but, lex baby mela huntar crazy  incomprehensible strangelets jive wiggle and fall to the sound of jazzlike scrawls and histronics. A and voracious dark matter feeds off their 'oh so precious' feedback of us jazzlike improving. Our bebop stranget dewdrop whims. They feed off it... simple innocents quircks of the windblowers divits and thought that feedbacks they feed oFf the feedbacks squall and in doing so tha other side's version of life is regurgitated nurtured in mirror anti horror land logic.. We're alone. Jazzresin lex mela huntar both Sr. Jr.and the III.  But you Alexander Wesley Holloway Melise and yourself along with William Lincoln Schafer and me we can dig cause its no difference to the studied musician of frequency high and low. Right? It is as it is and always willbe/hasbeen. To be or not to be was the ANSWER not the question. You of all strangelets, you shine a singularity light unique in both voudou physics and jive ass jazz. you  my microquasar  law breaker full-lackhole darkatter kind credentials. You my ninja nwrd Niger river Kaw asia ninjitsu, you play a song of both sides of the universe. One of the many reasons I love you admire you and call you hero.  Gestalt my friend Gestalt Aleph to you always and fornever.  Ill jazzresin cypher sephiroth."Simplicit​y is the final achievemen​t. After one has played a vast quantity of notes and more notes, it is simplicity​ that emerges as the crowning reward of art."
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The face of evil is always the face of total need.BocoMo memory: summer 95' -- myself &the gang u know who u r) decided to venture a midnite 'primitive camping' site near Devil's Icebox. We transversed cliffside paths with only moonlite. I had stumbled into a huge spiderweb and was covered in cobweb. After the sickining panic& fear was removed with most of the cobweb I sat down and with eyes closed say something similar to this image 'cept more of a mandala spiral. Whew memories...

In the dark, just as he was on the edge of sleep, his back began to crawl. He scratched abstractedly, then sat up in bed with a whispered curse...
He turned and looked at himself in the bathroom mirror... His chest was splotchy and red from scratching and rubbing. He rotated and peered over his shoulder at his back.

From shoulder to shoulder, and criss-crossing down his spine, faint pale lines just beneath the surface of his skin drew a crazy and unwelcome road map...
Or Spirited Away. Yeah Spirited Away. House Taken awAy. I go homeless soon. To the seven seas once again. Cept i cant swim. I get sea sick. Rather suck Ruby than lemon or lime rind. A river boy i'm destined to be. A huck finn...a Lame Sawyer. Cept the rivers are full of Pharmecuticals n' GLYPHOSATE. Corn Syrup PrioNs. Mad Corn Syrup disease. Oh yeah n' a lot of Feces. Swine, Bovine,Sapian.....   A hungry ghost i'll always be.Washed in the blood of the lambs. I work in the name of Archangel GABRIEL. Fk Yahweh. Let jEsUs out of Hell. Eldest Son of the Seventh Son. 777 William Lincoln Schafer I am your SHEPHERD you shall not WANT. SHAEF. Supreme Headquarters of the ALLied Expeditionary. FORCE. MK-NAOMI. I am dead living. As if all work and no play. Made jack an undead zombie immune to cold or Shined Ones.
But if the particles are entangled, then this measurement also determines the state of the other particle — even if they have become separated by a vast distance. The effect of the measurement is transmitted instantaneously to the other particle, through what Albert Einstein sceptically called 'spooky action at a distance'.
n a dark time, the eye begins to see,
I meet my shadow in the deepening shade;
I hear my echo in the echoing wood--
A lord of nature weeping to a tree.
I live between the heron and the wren,
Beasts of the hill and serpents of the den.
 Theodore Roethke
Weird as it is, quantum entanglement is real — and could be useful. In a technique called quantum cryptography
Now I know I'm not alone! Damn the health care system run around that I've suffered under in hopelessness and fear. Nonetheless, I've continued to fight the good fight, tried to be rational when faced with daily inexplicable phenomena that defy logic and commen sense! I've suffered relationship difficulties with friends,loved ones, families. Thank God for Facebook and crowd sourcing. A few individuals, bless them eternal, have had the empathy to hear my woes and strange symptoms. I'm not alone in this all. This f*#king m#@$±f#@*er suffering  does have a name.
Microquasars
Microquasars, or radio-emitting X-ray binaries, can be considered to be smaller analogs of quasars (see definitions in the glossary). Like quasars, microquasars generally have a pair of radio jets emitting from the poles of an accretion disk around a compact object. But for a quasar, the central object is a supermassive black hole of millions of solar masses, whereas for a microquasar, the compact object is a black hole or a neutron star of only a few solar masses. This smaller size has an important effect: evolution timescales are much shorter for microquasars than they are for quasars. The shortened timescale plus microquasars' comparative nearness to us (inside our galaxy) make them excellent laboratories for learning about quasars.


SS433
The first microquasar discovered is also one of the most unusual ones yet observed. SS433 consists of a black hole and a companion star orbiting each other with a period of 13.1 days. In addition, SS433 exhibits relativistic jets which are expelled at ~26% of the speed of light and precess around an axis once every 162 days, tracing out a corkscrew pattern in the process. It is housed in the center of the supernova remnant W50 (see Figure 2).


Figure 2: The top image shows radio nebula W50, and the bottom image shows the precessing jets (with corkscrew pattern indicated) of microquasar SS433 which lies in the center of it. Credit: Migliari et al. (2002)



The Problem
It is generally agreed that SS433 must interact with the nebula W50. One would expect a typical supernova remnant to expand spherically, whereas W50 is greatly elongated along the precession axis of SS433′s jets — suggesting that the jets are distorting the remnant's shell. But given that the jets are oriented at an angle of 21° relative to the precession axis, why do we see distortion of the shell directly along the axis? Wouldn't we instead expect distortion at 21° above and below the axis (at points  in Figure 3)? The authors argue that a related question is: have the jets of SS433 always behaved as they currently do?


Methods
The authors' approach to answering these questions was to analyze the proper motions of radio filaments within the W50 nebula using VLA data spanning 12 years. They chose the ten brightest filaments in the images (shown in Figure 3) and tracked their motion over the 12 years, determining the filaments' proper motion to within their velocity resolution of .



Figure 3: Filament positions overlaid on a contour map of W50. The points P_A - P_D indicate the locations where SS433's current jet configuration would penetrate the W50 nebula. (Figure 2 in the paper)

Results
To within their velocity r

I have  Magullens Disease. I have been suffering DAILY for 4 years.
 If he recites next to nothing
 but follows the Dhamma
 in line with the Dhamma;
 abandoning passion,
 aversion, delusion;
 alert,
 his mind well-released,
 not clinging
 either here or hereafter:
 he has his share in the contemplative life1. Introduction: Or Spirited Away. Yeah Spirited Away. House Taken awAy. I go homeless soon. To the seven seas once again. Cept i cant swim. I get sea sick. Rather suck Ruby than lemon or lime rind. A river boy i'm destined to be. A huck finn...a Lame Sawyer. Cept the rivers are full of Pharmecuticals n' GLYPHOSATE. Corn Syrup PrioNs. Mad Corn Syrup disease. Oh yeah n' a lot of Feces. Swine, Bovine,Sapian.....   A hungry ghost i'll always be.Washed in the blood of the lambs. I work in the name of Archangel GABRIEL. Fk Yahweh. Let jEsUs out of Hell. Eldest Son of the Seventh Son. 777 William Lincoln Schafer I am your SHEPHERD you shall not WANT. SHAEF. Supreme Headquarters of the ALLied Expeditionary. FORCE. MK-NAOMI. I am dead living. As if all work and no play. Made jack an undead zombie immune to cold or Shined Ones.
 If he recites next to nothing
 but follows the Dhamma
 in line with the Dhamma;
 abandoning passion,
 aversion, delusion;
 alert,
 his mind well-released,
 not clinging
 either here or hereafter:
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God Particle Signal Simulated as Sound
Music Sound of the Spheres


Simulated sounds to be made by sub-atomic particles such as the Higgs boson scientific data converted into sounds via Sonification which surprisingly produces a binaural beat frequency of 4.6692744623799 6274956735 1885752724 8912279381 8301194912 9833673362 4406566430 8602139494 6395224737 1907021798 6094370277 0539217176 2931767523 8467481846 7669405132 0005681271 4526356082 7785771342 7577896091 7363717872 1468440901 2249534301 4654958537 1050792279 6892589235 4201995611 21290219608640344181 5981362977 4771309960 taught music in public school, a thousand private lessons upon a dozen different instruments, conducted the oasis older adult band,3 music degrees: perfomance from mizzou, education certified k-12 from umsl, music therapy board certified, mt-bc from maryville. worked for 5 years as a clinical professional at Barnes Jewish Hospital psychiatric services adult inpatient ward. pioneered mp3 headset interventions for pts, got sick from Morgellons. divorced. job declared me not fit dor duty. dying. lolshoot about me? where to start?? classically trained kontrabassist under the late henry loew principal bassist of the st. louis symphony. street trained tenor saxophonist; composed 60+ jazz charts. made a fortune busking outside of the old busch stadium (when people actually had cash and change not debit cards lol) taught music in public school, a thousand private lessons upon a dozen different instruments, conducted the oasis older adult band,3 music degrees: perfomance from mizzou, education certified k-12 from umsl, music therapy board certified, mt-bc from maryville. worked for 5 years as a clinical professional at Barnes Jewish Hospital psychiatric services adult inpatient ward. pioneered mp3 headset interventions for pts, got sick from Morgellons. divorced. job declared me not fit dor duty. dying. lol"It was a Sunday morning when I knocked on William S Burroughs door in the suburbs of Lawrence Kansas he said why do you want and I said I was here to pay on the edge pay homage homage to you just as you get in Berg and Carol acted with saline Ginsberg caraway rack caraway Iraq Cadillac Cadillac on the road Kerouac you let me use a, I didn't I sat on a slower and we talked about Creve Coeur lake he was surprised it was there I have to miss you like crazy cat he said no I like Rex Morgan MD very realistic I saw on his drawer a curved blade of Middle East origin 4 North Africans could I take a photo of you and he said no he sprung up out of his wheelchair and rummage through his drawers and pulled out a postcard of Allen Ginsberg's photograph of him go in title to the song Unchained years and years changes Tanger dangers Africa he signed it all best William Lincoln Shaffer and then he wrote William S burroughs I talk to him about Genesis p-orridge I asked him about doctor fingers safer safer lobotomy kids is not safe at all but he said as an associate is long gone I asked him about Gravity's Rainbow G seemed uh I did it in like that state is it all no no no no Gravity's Rainbow pension no no no no he has a lot of cats and they were wonderfully uh playing with each other I excuse myself because I didn't want to be a burden on his Sunday afternoon and as I was leaving he said my Casa su casa come back in time and then he died 1 year later passed away a year after I visited him just as I visited my grandpa's brother see so Sanderson better to true a division and World War 2 I met him a couple days before he died Seasol Sanderson"Zip- Pow the brick of mouse Ignatz' wrath upon the receptive bean of Krazy Kats noggin'..... where is officer Pupp? Absolutely i can get u BZ. I can get u apo-33. I just recorded with tom Moyes son. I call em jet bennie. I remixed ryoji ikeda with brian eno with my prayer spoken word for amerika. I remix burroughs, available through the wretched reverberation site. Moving to soundcloud out of simplicity.  I am without wifi but i could dig up links dropbox and hyperlinks. Would love to promote my old friend stephen bayley i played with him in the 80's (!!!!) The Exit folk band he know makes exceptional music out of portland under the band name 'city squirrel' (look him up via utube i love the song 'comfort') joe! I have been guaranteed a publishing contract!!! I have an agent!!!! For what ever the fuck i want to write!!!!!!!(Wtf) Will be published through temple press. Can u send me short paragraphs of hyperclown hacker lingo even if it is total jive as i intend a main theme to be hacking and bibliotequing  of information, getting in trouble through knowing too much theme. Laughing it off like joker. U know U know. It would be an honor to create your own pseudonyms for yourself as i would only hit the tip of the iceberg. Think of yourself as 3-11 characters including your brother wife son and mistress. I need to pump out a metanovel
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